Sunday, June 17, 2007
really mehs!
i'm really quite dissapointed in some of my friends now after reading his/her blog. i shalln't name her publicly though. would you date someone ugly, rich, with a car and cards and rich family but you don't love him much and even fling around? well i won't i guess. i'm not rich in the first place. does money mean alot to me? yeah it actually does, it doesn't make the world go around but i've been to that point where i don't have time to eat and money to eat anyway. i would just go home and cook some noodles that i've at home. that's all.
yeah REALLY!
i do have pretty rich friends as well but they're still pretty down to earth and not depend on others. some have my respect while there are some which i just have to live with. sorry to say but i'm a very practical guy, i would budget enough money and earn enough to support family and myself in the first place, DUHS! unlike some really fucktard retard storemans i know. tsk tsk not to mention the fucking retard tatoo he's trying to put himself with. what? KOIS?! TIGERS? DRAGONS?! which century are u in to put some bengish things. LOL.
oh well since we're in the topic of bengs, i shall say that i'm not discriminating any bengs or pai kias or anything. it's just that i know some very smart beng though they've some bad temper and stuffs but they have integrity and make very good friends in the end. offending them might be bad but they can play and joke around still. and most importantly, do some fucking work when they are suppose to.
hmmm... got a nagging from my mum today and she just said the wrong things to me. tsk tsk made me pretty upset and i started blasting my new klipsch with trance and locked my door. pretty cool eh? i was pretty hurt by what happened in the past and i've moved on but nooooo, she really has to remind me of the past and yeah i know it hurt her alot during that time and she's concerned and all. but she i don't think she really considered what i've been through myself. it wasn't easy for me at all and for me to date another girl? hahaha anyway it all started when i got this bite on my neck and she got all paranoid. FUCK IT MAN!
i'm heading out to amk for some reason which i shall not name and maybe get infected with sore eyes at the same time hahahaha. hmmm i think it isn't easy for me to accept someone and love someone that much. it really isn't easy to find someone who i can relate to and have fun with at the same time. like how casey is looking for a dream guy who she can spend alot of time with and understand her bla bla bla. after all, it's her decisions in the end and i'm only there to guide and be her listening ear though like after 3-4 yrs of nagging the same old stuffs and making her cry, it still doesn't change everything. she still couldn't let go of it.
okok i gotta go now and meet someone to sell off my jbl creature as i urgently need some money! so it's good to have someone who loves you and provide u with so much. just because you're going into army doesn't mean u have to keng. so big fuck you're rich? HAHAHA
REALLY MEHS?!
brownie typed this at 1:40 PM
