Tuesday, January 31, 2006

another boring holiday of mine. hahaha i was asking my cousin how to spend my 5 days holiday last thursdays. hahaha and it's off to school tomorrow once again. i realised that my bed has this weird weird smell, not sure whether it's like my pimple cream thingy smell. oh well i'm having a bad sorethroat right now.

and presenting.... CHOW CHOW!

and that's my nephew below. =p see the balloon behind? whahahaha.

my cousin! =D pregnant again with the 2nd child lol. looks so darn big. fat fat fat.

my nephew's lion and crocodile. he really has a damn wide knowledge of animal for his age man. lol so darn cute.

and that's how i win in "in between" . playing like so small but the amount can accumulate so damn freaking fast man. hahaha.

just went to some of my cousin's house for usual visiting and watched vcds at my da yi's place and had dinner and went home. haha. nothing much actually. really sick now.

*hugs pig*

brownie typed this at 6:31 PM

yea yea i'm so darned shag right now. just finished a 100+ min dota game and it's driving me nuts with my sorethroat =\. now that i think of it, vday is coming soon but i don't have a date. LOL i'm not very particular with vday, simply because it's up to me to make that day special for the both of us on any day =) .

and it's neither R or C la ! stop speculating! stupid pig stupid pig. i hate you! my body aches but had a nice day with the sorethroat just bothering me. and took quite a few pictures! including one of a dog species called chow chow? it seriously looks like a lion la. hahaha. and it's like so shy towards humans. just follow the owner around the house and camp outside the toilet when the owner was bathing lol.

okok shall update more tml morning and update the photos and do the stuff. *searches for photo* =.= kk i'll try to send u one nice nice one but not that cute to u =(. bleahs. am i really so nice to talk to? lol but i wonder why my classmates call me emo =p

brownie typed this at 12:20 AM

Sunday, January 29, 2006

i must to mention this first. it's not my photography works. it's just random photos i snapped of ppls and everything.

some of the snapshots of the relatives coming in during the afternoon. it's like i don't know that many of them or hardly recognise them at all. haha. and the younger generation? never seen them in my life LOL .
and that's my cousin surfing some forum thingy on the computer. yes, that's the monitor cum television which my bro uses. imagine watching anime and porn and everything else on that "monitor" omfg right. lol and that's our breakfast! pizza huttie!


and that's my dinner above! had an early one before my relatives came over for dinner. damn jam-ed pack. and the prawns are nice! i love prawns. and the salmon looks damn tempting but i didn't eat any =D

and that's like the dinner batch of relatives. at least i'm rather familiar with this relatives. haha. there's 3 sisters. and theres one that doesn't look alike at all compared with the other 2. lol. damn weirds. after slacking and watching csi on the comp. i went over to my da jiu's place to visit my mother's side of the family. btw the above pictures are all my father's side of family. lol.

and my dearest darling sweetie pig is sick =( . i already told you to eat some medications in the morning le =\ . hais. chatted on the phone for awhile and this topic of me being responsible? i do know what my pioirities are. i do know how to wake up but i need assurance. =\ and sometimes i'm just joking alright sobs.

err chatted about some r/s stuff hahaha. if a guy is sweet and cute and has a nice personality and has the way with girls, if he can say the same thing to one girl, he definately can say it to other girls as well. hahaha. that comes down to two things - trust and communication. =)

and for that matter, me and ryjm? lol . good friends? ask her that i suppose. yea yea things are complicated nowadays but we gotta move on with our lives ya? *hugs pig* and does material comfort matter to most girls in singapore?

you will know the answer yourself. roars! i know it when i love someone. it's totally different from how i treat my other friends. not to mention my close circle of friends that i won't fall in love and have a r/s with. lol. gotta go cs and get some slp. have to wake up early tml morning =(

brownie typed this at 11:27 PM

Saturday, January 28, 2006

YEAHHS!!! it's the time of the year again. where it's boring at home and we have nothing to eat on the first day. and yes, i do stock up minced pork at home just in case i have nothing to eat. my parents will be out for 4 days i think so i'll be all alone at home =( along with vanessa, brownie, yellowie and snownie of course. *hugs*

- missing kelly -

oh yeah tried to transfer a 6mb song into my phone and that took like 3 hours zzz. changing the song again. bleahs. err slacked around and had a great dota game this afternoon and then i headed off to my cousin's bf house and gave him my extra monitor then rot there awhile and headed off for my reunion dinner which was suppose to start at 5pm. but it didn't, my family was late and that was suppose to be my first meal of the day.

and the food? it was pretty crappy and short of so many ppls. my younger cousin passed away and my auntie and cousin also went overseas so that equals four persons less. =( err went to the temple again where my dad actually "HANGS" out there everynight without fail LOLOL. prayed for good luck and left for home. called mrs piggy and she called me back! awww that's so sweet *hugs*.

back to the same old question of me, flirting? cow say i don't. my cousin say i don't. angel say i do. ryjm is missing. wanling say i don't. doggie also missing. wenling say i don't. okay i don't alright! that's enough. those are among my closest circle of friends. =)

and jeraine, i don't love anyone from this blog. i USED TO love someone from here and i suppose you know who that was but that it's all in the past behind me le. ohoh gotta go bai bai and pray pray le. and burn burn. yeahh! here's a quick list of who has my blog link.

-jeraine
-angel
-wanling
-wenling
-rachel chow
-ryjm
-shirley lim
-yixiang

that's more or less about it. hahaha do i sing? yes i do but i hate singing it out loud =( . all because everyone said it sucks. okay okay! i promise i will sing for you. give me time to prepareee. shall go iron my shirt later on and mabye slp early. i do slp early because you told me to. or maybe i'm just bored and need more rest. bleahs.

love chatting on the phone with you nowadays. haha seem to have alot of things to talk about. oh yeah anyway some of the things i don't eat during cny.

-sharkfins
-abalone aka baoyu
-yu sheng *sometimes eat abit*
-anything that is expensive.

yeah i stopped eating sharkfins le. i wanna protect my dear sharkies! =\ see people cut off their fins and throw them back into the sea really damn saddening. i don't know what's so nice about sharkfins anyway. hais. okok go do my stuff le. blog another time.

ROARS!

ps : my dad did most of the stuff himself le. just have to burn the incense papers later on =D . weee i love burning stuff but i hate the smoke. i hate all smoke actually but nothing i can do about it. anyway i have invitations to liquid room on 15th feb. anyone would like to join me?! =x my friend is dj-ing on that day. a coursemate of mine and i didn't attend any of his gigs =(

anyway if anyone knows me very well, i'm not always emo. it's just my face la =\ . what's wrong?! i'm quiet and reserved ok. and i don't like to talk so much especially when i'm just tired. when you really see me emo. hahahaha good luck to you. will fucking criticise everyone in sight. not happy and bad mood + emo = who stare at me and wanna fight. fight on the spot liao. but i do try to avoid it anyway. LOL

brownie typed this at 11:38 PM

what can i do but just regret my actions. yeah yeah seriously, how come those reading my blog thinks i like or love someone? okay just to clarify things, i don't love anyone and i'm not interested in anyone currently. jeraine is like so sweet and like we just have loads to talk over the phone. calling her almost daily to chat. but she's sucha piggy =p.

haha sms me and won't reply one. err bought a wallet from rusty just now. temptions overuled. on whether i've loved or i flirt. that's for me to know only. and yeah, i do love someone from here. she should know =D. besties now. roars!

my classmate watching porn in class.

damn cute kitten.

the apple i made! with computer graphics =p

chocolate fountain! at a price of $199.90

and finally, my beloved hermit crabbie, kelly.

brownie typed this at 12:44 AM

Friday, January 27, 2006

HAIS. damn fucking emo lor. it might just be shedding its shell but it looks like it's body is like totally seperated le. and i threw it away. now talking to nat and just realised she got also then it just might be shedding =(((

http://www.mrspoppypuff.com/surfacemolt.htm

hais. damn regret man! WTFF. lost my mp3 now lost my hermit crab. and threw it away with my bare hands. i got nothing more to say. emo days.

brownie typed this at 5:09 PM

okay. i'm gonna be very very harsh on this topic. whenever someone says i love you forever. i will walk up to that person and say ...

"fuck you understand?"

i'm so sick of this 4 words already. really sick of the misuse of it. r/s needs no sweet words =)

so far only 4 of my friends * 2 couples * are together for almost 4 yrs. given that they started from around 14 or 15.

so many guys just sweet-talk to girls and say "i love you forever dear" . "i KNOW we will last for a very very long time" *plans for marriage* .

really fucked up. you fucking believe that someone would love you forever? go fucking fuck the hole that u dug ok? i would never tell my gf or future gf that i would love her forever. i would just promise her that i would take care of her =) . and i'm good with keeping my promises. i would never break them.

oh well just went shopping for my shoe and another jeans and went shopping with my cousin at parkway again. and went to cavana at east coast have my dinner. paid by her friend, a guy that likes her but is also her bf's friend. lol they hang out together quite often. and is flirting a problem?

or just wanna ka that guy's money? =D you decide. it's hard to stop but it's a sizable investment to be made. lol didn't get to call jeraine today =(( . oh yeah the cod fillet was very very nice. though kinda expensive la. but it's very nice man! and chatted about quite alot of topics and came home le. roars!

i love to roar!

brownie typed this at 1:33 AM

Wednesday, January 25, 2006

she's not my new love or whatever. she's just a friend whom i know for a few days. what makes her so special? she said something that kept ringing in my head.

"you love the attention" - jeraine.

maybe she's really right about me though she doesn't know me that well. its just a causual remark but makes quite alot of sense. okok maybe i love the attention but at least i'm not an attention seeker alright. lol.

anyway let's see. i know angel sweetie is sorta angry with me nowadays. =p err been chatting on the phone with jeraine for the past 2 days. her voice is just so sweet and she's cuteee. hahahaha. i asked her some questions...

"do you know to cook in the first place? - brian

"i know. noodles. but that time i placed the noodles in the microwave" - jeraine

"then you forgot to add the water right?" - brian

"yeah how you know?!" - jeraine

"quite normal what" - brian

"but i can cook an egg with the microwave as well" - jeraine

"and you don't know how to on the gas as well right?" - brian

"yeah... but at least i know other things" - jeraine

HAHAHA. i kept laughing at her and she said she hated me and wanted to put down the phone but in the end, she didn't =x. just so fun la. but she's sorta down to earth as well though she's staying at 3 story house. she told me something too =\. hais.

and i really listened to her and went to slp damn damn early at 11pm and just woke up not long ago. alright. shall go do some stuff and head back to school already <3

brownie typed this at 10:37 AM

Monday, January 23, 2006

my throat is like so killing me right now. drinking more water could only ease the suffering but talking on the phone does help. i'm falling into the same trap over and over again. someone could just help me get out of this pit? =(

tiring tiring. =( walked all the way from cityhall to marina and bought the wallet and went to meet cheryl at cine to pass her present. er sent her home. *i do sent all girls home if their alone* it's like so basic courtesy. in the end, it wasn't the wallet she wanted exactly so we headed to heeren to make an exchange =.=! those above are like so of the photos i took at her place. hung around for awhile and headed home. TIRED TIRED!

slept quite alot in the bus and had a slight headache when i woke up. anyway she's attached. hahaha. nothing much more to say alright. had dinner at bedok with my family and came home and chatted with jeraine who's like 16. just talked to her on the phone and she's like a girl that has been overseas to perform at a young age of 12+. she's been to USA and australia to perform. and it's for months. cool ain't it? quite a sweet girl =) .

things do happen. and i won't be the one and i can't stop myself from the things that are actually happening or control what happens in the future. it just happens alright. you can't seriously blame me. it's not like totally my fault kk! somehow i've been mixing around with some new friends <3

brownie typed this at 11:26 PM

Sunday, January 22, 2006

too full. having everything at one shot sucks. shall never try that again.


went shopping with my only female cousin from my dad's side and my younger brother -_-" shopping with my cousin would be fun sometimes lol. she came over and saw my hermit crabs and wanted to buy them immediatly. haha so originally, we planned to go bugis and orchard but in the end, we didn't.

headed to junction8 to get the hermit crabs first then headed to orchard to walk walk. damn freaking crowded. went to charles and keith and like so packed. =.=! and saw this girl wearing a short skirt sitting in front of a full face mirror HAHA. what's wrong u might think? no matter what, a girl with a short skirt in front of a full face mirror = zao geng. told my cousin and we left for heerens.

bought some stuffs over there and walk walk and took a bus to parkway. bought the shoes she wanted from charles and keith though the orchard branch said that they don't have stock at parkway also lol. walkwalk abit and went home. wanted to buy cheryl the wallet she wanted but not available at heerens so i sorta order and gotta tomorrow. raining so heavily today and i woke up at 2.30pm thats why.

today is pure rotting day. cs with some noob techie really kaopei fucking alot and quit in the end rofl. once a noob = a noob. sms-ed cheryl and tiffany like the whole day liaos. i'm not flirting also. cheryl is quite a goodfriend and attached. tiffany is just sucha joker lol. nvm nvm. listening to some partically piano piece for like the past 10hours now.

-Noriko Matsueda , Takahito Eguchi - Eternity ~Memories of Light and Waves

<3

oh yeah fuck love. seriously. and i'm not being emo here =D

brownie typed this at 11:12 PM

Friday, January 20, 2006

woke up late once again for vivek's lessons =( . just couldn't get outta bed i suppose. and so i went to bedok to alter my pants and buy some minced pork =P . actually it's 5 dollars worth of minced pork whahaha. it's alot okay!
look at the last picture! it's like so big. but it's pregnant actually. haha. and yes! it's lying down on the seats at the busstop. lol. and i sat beside it. lol. very nice fur as well and it almost slipped down and i just helped it to push it's backside back to the seat. damn cute!

brownie typed this at 2:45 PM

Thursday, January 19, 2006

welcome back !

brownie typed this at 9:44 PM

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

now i remember to mention this. i was reading the newpaper on the way home and i realised that this man is really great !

"If currency manipulation were the only road to wealth, then Argentina would own the world today."

very well-said.

This guy is millionaire magazine owner Steve Forbes. Mr, Forbes is the president and chief executive officer of Forbes Inc and president and editor-in-chief of Forbes magazine.

"I think you have a more serious generation that you have out there than my generation was."

"They're more willing to take risks, start their own enterprises,do research, do volunteer work, rather than march on the streets and demand changes."

Forbes have a monthly circulation of 900,000 which is the world's highest circulation. For those who don't know, Forbes magazine is actually one that brings u the insights of the business world on a monthly basis.

He tried for twice for the Republician nomination for US President in 1996 and 2000.

"I'll be a agitator. I'll stir up the pot. I'll put pressure on the candidates so that they'll do the right thing, such as simplifying taxation, reducing taxes, stablising money and putting in place a health care system."

A very inspirational and motivation article indeed =)

brownie typed this at 6:38 PM

miss coollcat is complaining about the font of my content. thus i shall edit a little later on. been so busy these days selling stuff and just being lazy and surfing cs and rotting. yes yes! i know there's alot of things for me to type but let me upload some pictures from my handphone first.

okok! sunday was kinda boring training at I.R.C with this team called undefined. made up of those online css players but the interesting thing of the day was that we actually ate 2 sets of burger king each! hahahaha. which cost us like 9 bucks each. lol omg damn filling till cannot move =x. then headed to funan walk walk and molest the d70s and walk around and acompany jonas go bugis buy stuff and headed home. so darn tiring with my equipments and keyboard.monday was like so havoc for me! school ended like 2pm after a game of floorball. and after which, we went to queensway shopping centre and walk around shopping for some shoes and looking around. and ks bought his puma green sweater. it was like loy and ks were wearing their sweater though it's shining so bright. we headed to orchard by bus and loitered around taka and then ks left for work and leaving me js and loy to walk far east for awhile and then walking pacific plaza for like 5mins before i headed to bedok.

it was like suppose to meet this buyer for my 1gb memory stick at bedok at 7pm but in the end, he say he can't reach at 7pm but i gotta meet the guy i'm gonna buy a book from at 730 in sengkang! like so rush man. so i met my mother and she passed me the card and i sold him for a good $110 and my dad drove us to sengkang and i bought the cd from him. it's a ebook on d70 which i think might be useful to me in the near future =) . headed home after sucha a long and tiring day. not to mention that i didn't even bath after the game of floorball. damnz.

okok update for today! pictures!!!

been to school and after school went to penisular plaza to find the second hand shop. but don't have and so i went to funan find find. they said don't have also and might be opposite at pp which i said don't have. so i bought the lappy mouse for my auntie and went back to pp and asked. then the uncle at the information counter said it's at penisular shopping centre! damn man! walk so much with my bag and i was carrying 2 cameras and a bag of lenses. walk till my right leg pain =( . or it might be because of the strain i'm putting on it. finally found the place but they say they dunwan take in zzz . lens over 20years old and no market for it. so i just had to walk home with it.

headed north to orchard's pacific plaza to buy the jeans. first jeans i tried cannot fit =(. then asked the guy to recommand me some jeans and it was down to 2. i liked the other one i didn't buy but it's more expensive and the design behind would be covered by most of my shirts so i chose the one that i bought. 60+ bucks after like SIXTY percent discount lol. then i went to "The CD Shop" ....

Let's sidetrack for awhile and post some interesting picture. heestook this picture on the way home and i was wondering. with his head all wrapped up and i noticed his ears are wrapped too. can he hear? hahaha. and i just realised how to set the camera to silent mode when taking pictures *ROARS*

okok. that cd shop always has some very nice sweet memories for me which i'm not gonna mention here at all =). heard all these classical songs on their speakers and went to ask which cds it was. she pointed to me ... "these are all of it... 28 albums in total"

OMFG! 28 ALBUMS ! and each costs like $29.90 and those dual one costs $36.90. LOL. i hate going to this shop for some apparent reasons. after going in, i come out with something for sure. damnz! gonna stop getting tempted. *stares at d70s* . oh yeah i'm gonna comment on the girl that actually attended to me and recommanded me the cd. because that was like 28 albums right? and they all sound the same thats why. haha she really knows her stuff man. rare insight. she knew what to recommand and definately hear all the albums herself to recommand albums which all sound the same. she's real polite to foreigners as well and when she was bending down to get a cd from the cabinet, she put her hand on her chest to prevent being exposed. gees! classyyy. real sweet girl with a very positive attitude =).

The field in front of my room.

the field is taken from my room window. yeah man they made the lines le. anyway i realised i have a thing for raffles girls lol. dunnoe why. but just find most of them sexy somehow. not in looks or figure. just somehow! =p oh yeah i like the second last picture. waiting for a car to pass by and snap the shot and simple love the background block. the last picture is just seeing a guy reading his papers and it's pouring outside! lol <3

/me says hi to coollcat.

brownie typed this at 5:26 PM

Sunday, January 15, 2006

=) no matter what alot of ppls think of me. how you see me is very secondary. wonder why i type quite alot in my blog and not talk in person? because i'm darn lazy one. got this laziness disease from someone long time ago. i'm only active and hyper due to some specific stuff =p .

just went out with jeven this afternoon to ms and heeren to get his jeans and saw the picture of him and the girl lol. it's all depending on the topics we talk on or how close you are to me. maybe you can criticise me or the things i do. fuck sia listening to all the mp3 just reminds me of my damn mp3 player.

headed to heeren after ms because ms don't have the size he wanted. like seriously, heeren nowadays so damn crowded on weekends. and once we had the jeans le, we headed downwards towards lucky plaza to check out some of the cameras and headed back. went to tampines with jevan then my cousin called me and picked me up from there. lol

slack-ed and play with bubbles, my cousin's chiwawa and went to see see the bazaar. nothing much and anyway i sold and have quite alot of potential buyers for the 1gb memory stick pro duo. just sold one to one guy who bidded $110. but i deleted his number. zzz so just go there on monday to meet him bah =\ .

and i thought delun selling me the memory stick at $60 but in the end he said $70 =( . hais. and i bought one 1gb thumbdrive for my auntie at cost price. tml meeting him and my team bla bla bla. boring.

brownie typed this at 12:44 AM

Friday, January 13, 2006

really so unlucky that i somehow misplaced my darling baobei mp3. =((( i really have no idea where it is now. but all i remember is that i left it in my class table but i don't remember where i took it with me or what.

just hope it's kept by my teacher or something. and i tried calling the office a few times but to no avil zzz. hais so just went to meet js and ken go sls shop shop lor and buy new keyboard again! hahahaha the first shop we went to was like selling this MS multimedia keyboard used by alot of gamers for LAN. but it was selling at $49 !!!

and so, we headed to some other shops to look for the rams he wanted and soon got it at $71 per piece and went to look for the keyboard. and finally went into this shop and it was selling attt.......

$10 !!!!

like 1/5 of the price. HAHAHA so i just immediatly bought one just for backup or whatever. and headed for some zha yun ton mee and headed back and went shopping with my mum and younger brother at bedok interchange. shop shop shop and saw doggie with her mum? not sure who that was anyway. bla bla bla. i still lost my damn mp3 =(

brownie typed this at 10:01 PM

Thursday, January 12, 2006

can can?! my idol . the girl from gilmore girls! her voice is like so darn sexy. *roars* and someone don't wanna change my front page for me. stupid ryjm bullys =( .

brownie typed this at 4:17 PM

Wednesday, January 11, 2006

I know you're been lying to me all the time.

But i chose to believe in you despite what everyone said.

Yes i've fallen for you but you were not meant for me.

But you betrayed the trust and played me all round.

Too bad we come from two different worlds.

I'll always remember you =)

brownie typed this at 1:49 AM

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

Yes yes! It's finally here man! The scandal of the new year and it's published in most major publications including The NewPaper and those chinese "lian he zhao bao" or whatever . The whole article is so damn interesting and i'll love more of these kinda articles. I'm not a paedophile but just concerned how the whole society is turning into.

I got the following extracted from a article from electric new paper when i was searching for the article on this 14 year old girl with the 33 year old teacher.

"ONE 13-year-old girl had sex with a group of four men, just because they had challenged her to do it.

Last week, a 21-year-old man was jailed two months after admitting to having paid $30 to have sex with a 14-year-old girl at the condo of the girl's boyfriend.

The girl had money problems and had agreed to have paid sex with several men whom her 20-year-old boyfriend knew."

Lolita Predators!

LOL @ "Orgasms fill people with endorphins. Endorphins make people happy." Sorry for the explicit content but i'm not trying to attract any sexual predators to my blog for make them feel high or masturbate off the words i type out . Oh yeahs not to forget the "hate brian club" . Thanks alot for making my day .

So anyway i slept at 3am this morning after playing some DotA with some lancraft people and they accused me of hacking because i just happened to teleport back away at the right time hahaha. losers x losers = two losers or losers forever :D . If you actually think i'm noob at DotA, maybe i am but i'm not making that my ricebowl anyway . You play till you have alot of friends from the same background and go out and talk nothing and everything including the things you speak revolves around the game.

Yes i'm a cs player myself but whenever i'm out with friends, i ususally don't use terms for gaming in my daily life but still chat about general gaming news and stuff. Alright i'm sorta off topic now. Errr woke up at 11am this morning and was pretty rush-ed for me because i gotta meet delun at 1145am at Bugis MRT to collect the thumbdrive from him to sell to this guy who sounded damn freaking hell gay. And sold my icemat siberia soundcard to Predator as well. Earned like 35 bucks or so. =

And i was sms-ing everyone my new number and it's like so irritating to mass reply everyone at once and it's like so freaking hard to msg on my v3. But i still managed somehow and ALOT people asked me ...

"which brian? who are you?" ...

LOL . it's mainly because i don't really maintain a relationship with anyone i'm not really close to. some are my ex-colleagues and others are just aquaintances. Then one of my friend replied me with a shocking msg rofl . Shall not post the contents here =p . Err Suppose to go home after selling the stuff but on the way home, my cousin sms-ed me and asked me to go over to her place at Tampines for dinner.

But on the way there, she said everyone is going out and call me at around 6+ so i took a train back to Bugis to do some cny shopping myself and look out for anything sleek. HAHAHA. I went into this shop at parco 3rd level. This big electronic store but not sure what the new is. It's pretty new and used to sell sony stuff. Then i saw a D70s and saw the price was $1988 and asked the guy what the package includes of.

And he went to ask his colleague and took like 10minutes to reply me a decent answer and when i said other places offer like $1750 with 1gb CF card and a journalist bag, He said it's impossible and asked me why i don't go there and buy. LOLOL . tsks how to get people to buy such high end camera with sucha a limited amount of knowledge of the products you're promoting and bad customer service?

Ohhhh i took a train back to Bedok because i wanna check whether i could get anything at cash convertors but as usual. NOTHING! and i wanted to ask whether i can sell the books or cameras or anything but when i was queueing up, those selling items are like taking CDs to sell and the guy at the counter had to check every cd one by one and that took freaking long and i just left without asking and went to the other 2nd hand shop but they don't take in amplifiers and speakers. =(

So i decided to either throw away the cameras or keep it in my glass cupboard and sell away the amplifier to karung guni and keep the rest of the stuff and see whether i could use it anot . Oh well, shall go get changed and surf more clubsnap before i head out to my cousin's place.

Special thanks to those who wished me happy birthday =D .

brownie typed this at 4:28 PM

Monday, January 09, 2006

yeahs i'm abit zi lian sometimes. notice how i talk to myself when i'm always left alone in a cs match. and i always managed to do some amazing stuns =p

HAPPY TWENTY-ED BIRTHDAY BRIAN!

ignore the timing ! my birthday is on the 9th ! and someone msg-ed me =) . the first after all and the most important person. and scary thing is that i dreamt of her and it seem-ed so real whahaha.

brownie typed this at 12:08 AM

Sunday, January 08, 2006

just realised that the other kelly i know from wcg is actually roy's ex gf? like omfg? i have her picture somewhere. but the two of them together? zzz

yeahs i've made a good decision never go for any girls from the cs community. never never never. excludes cow though. <3

brownie typed this at 5:56 PM

it has been raining non stop since this morning 12am or 1am. don't have a chance to go out and buy breakfast or anything. and there's nothing to eat at home. oh yeahs training yesterday was just as usual. quite boring actually. HAHA but i went over to my auntie's place to meet my cousin.

then she left earlier than me but then my two aunties gave me a early ang pao and my grandmother too. and she gave me alot of old cameras and lenses.

-Kyocera 28-80mm Macro

one of the lens that is still in good condition or just be a lil' bit mouldy inside. when i see all these lenses, was just "WTF WTF WTF". i didn't know my auntie had such good lenses but didn't know how to take good care of it =(. now she gave all to me and i'm trying to sell what i can. she gave me a book and see whether it's sellable at cash convertors anot. if it is, i would take all and sell to them =p.

and i would be selling the usb icemat soundcard to predator on tuesday i think at a price of $20 since i need the money. and i've some other stuffs. like a creative speaker too. and some photoframes too. lol. not sure how the hell i'm gonna handle those too.

but i've surfing CS and Vrzone for almost 5hrs now. crapping with CS-ers and posting some threads in vrzone, trying to sell my intelli and thumbdrive.

i've like alot of things...

-OLD cameras and OLD lenses worth thousands of dollars.

-scandisk 1gb thumbdrive.

-chinese novels.

-photoframes

-sony camcorder bag.

-creative speakers.

-my two intelli-s.

-fatality poster + signature.

-3D signature on shirt.

i think more or less, that's about it.

brownie typed this at 5:34 PM

Saturday, January 07, 2006

yeahs it's almost 4am and i can't slp. i woke up like 10+am this morning and missed vivek's lessons again. it's like i've never been to his friday classes before but yet i have not received any letter =x. LOLOL .

errr been readnig shirley's blog from the start and it's like seeing her almost everyday and the way she blogs changes and everything. about her life and her "sch work sch work home" syndrome. hahaha. she might wanna delete away her archieve also.

but do i have my own problems? =p it's hard to tell. no one can ever tell whether i'm damn serious or just joking. =.= especially the ones i love. tsk tsk. anyway been fragging along in poolday just now and scout hs hs hs. can make movie le.

and made almost everyone quit the server rofl. okok go see abit of my hermit crabs then slp liaos. happy bday mr bacon =D

brownie typed this at 3:48 AM

Friday, January 06, 2006

this is about a post if ppls turning deaf after blasting too much music into their eardrums. am i one of them? =(

http://news.bbc.co.uk/2/hi/uk_news/magazine/4580718.stm

but i usually use my Sennheiser HD215 which is a super super sound cancellator . yea yea at least it's better than those canalphones which is blasting music into your eardrums, it's into your ear-canals and thus cancelling some of the surrounding sounds outside.

oh jc life is just so havoc. girls are actually throwing themselves to several hot guys. and so i'm gonna be careful now now =p . and take some action soon . *ahems ahems* just happened to read xiaxue's post and it was like ...

"You know how most girls don't really know what a real orgasm is until they are like, late teens or something? I think in this aspect it is so much easier for boys coz well, once you see the white stuff come out it is definitely a big O.

Simple.

But girls... Nah! Sex is good, but it is not a big O, and until you really get one, you can't define a climax!

And unfortunately for us girls most teenage boys will not know how to help you as well. Sad.

So see, the thing is, once you start getting 'em big Os you will possibly help yourself to them all the time, and by all the time I mean like perhaps 3 or 4 times a week, because orgasms are really the most beautiful thing in the world!

Let's imagine now that a girl only realises what an orgasm really is (and learns how to get it) at the age of, say, 20.

Now, presuming kids cannot climax (any doctor would like to clarify this?), and presuming she hits puberty at 12, that's EIGHT YEARS OF BIG Os WASTED!

If she gets 4 Os a week, that would be ...

4 X 52 X 8 ="

brownie typed this at 10:29 PM

my thread has quite alot of comments =p .

http://forums.clubsnap.org/showthread.php?p=1790269#post1790269

http://www.kenrockwell.com/nikon/70200vr.htm - Nikon AF-S VR Zoom-Nikkor 70-200mm f/2.8G ED-IF

http://www.dpreview.com/news/0511/05110103nikon18-200vr.asp - Nikon DX VR 18-200 mm F3.5-5.6G Zoom

I'm actually considering the first lens that i've posted . 70-22mm/2.8 VR hmmms. getting comments from some friendly fellow CS-ers . I'm learning more by posting and less reading hahaha. yeah gonna read more on my book and do more research.

Oh yeah i keep hearing someone keep on mentioning on how many ppls she hates bla bla bla. i'm sick of hearing that when actually alot ppls hate her as well. i'm neutral in this and wouldn't wanna comment further on this.

playing: "ayumi hamasaki [memorial address] 03 because of you [jtv]" [2158kbps][48kHz][Stereo]

SOMEONE PLEASE DOWNLOAD THIS SONG AND SEND ME!

if you're a guy, i would treat you breakfast. if you're a girl, i would marry you if necessasary. but i already belong to someone as start of 06-01-2005.

And ryjm, i still don't bullshit that much alright! =( i'm crazy but i'm always have logical sense in the things i do and say. hahaha . i'm off to surf more CS tsktsk.

brownie typed this at 3:23 PM

Thursday, January 05, 2006

yeahs that rocks.

question of the day....

am i flirty or not?

ryjm cannot comment on this =x

brownie typed this at 2:52 PM

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

aiya.
I SAY ONLY MAH :x
i really don't know whether yes or no lahhhhh.
anyway.

regarding backstabbers.
their everywhere.
*tiny voice* i backstabbed before.

ahems. so well urm. yeah (: ~!
some things. it's best to talk to family.
friends. will never ever help you when something major happens.

and also. NEVER ever. try to be nice and lend money to people.
as in those kind of. fairly large sum.
it never turns out good.

i want to go NY :( ~

oh yea. to hell with lincoln :(
lincoln`- says:
u wan go irc ?

what sia. jio me go out nia.
*frustrated*

men. men. men.
i can never understand them.



ryjm.

brownie typed this at 10:37 PM

always be the second best. and i'm refering to the best in the world where no one else is better than you. imagine a hairstylist being the best at where he does, but he couldn't cut his own hair. a lil' sad right?

oh yeah as i was chatting yesterday with ryjm, she did say quite alot of ppls don't like me? yups i guess that's true but how many of them actually know me in person and talk to me in person before they make those kinda remarks? once a noob = a noob . and if you think you're so popular within the guys or girls for this matter, just remember there will be a group of ppls hating you for being popular.

no matter how "saintly" you can be. someone will forever be there to make some crude negative comments about you or your organisation. the NKF saga is sucha example. and another thing, how many ppls are actually not backstabbing u? lol if you think i'm being paranoid over this matter. just take note when one of your friend says some bad stuff about another of your friend. and remember, if he can do that to that guy, he can do the same to you =)

it's a matter of how good you are in influencing ppls and making them follow you kinda thing. that's how gangs are? the boss is always the "fiercest" one, the one to follow, the one to "protect" you. i accept the facts and comments when ppls say i'm "xia-lan" in irc or in online games but i do show a certain amount of professionalism when i'm playing at LAN or competitions. i don't go around and saying they are noobs just because they lost to me. mentality of most gamers ...

if you win this team a but this team A wins team b but you lose to team B . what does that make you? =) a winner or a loser?

technically i hate talking about my gaming life. whatever man. it's like so lifeless and manfred seriously gotta learn how to keep things to himself and secrets and some things that we know it's private but he just loves to say it out to EVERYONE . not thinking of the consequences of the words coming outta his mouth.

comeon ppls. u know it's your life. u can be the best doctor in the world but you can't save yourself if you're sick. you wouldn't want a second best doctor to operate on you right? you get what i mean. just lay back and observes the ones around you. if you're in a love dilemma, you can always ask those around you but ultimately, you would be the one making the decision though you already know the answer. you just need affirmation. just need to make yourself feel better inside. and everything you say something like...

"haiyas i don't love him anymore.. i give up... i will forget him one"

u know you're lying to yourself and keepin it to yourself. you're never alone =) when you got me. lol. when you have some love problems, never attempt to solve it yourself because you would tend to be irrational in your thinking. you won't think or whatever is wrong but love makes you think it's right. this is all my point of view anyway.

you think you can handle it? =D

brownie typed this at 6:45 PM

boy oh boy !
i can post in your blog.
as and when i like.

aww.
don't be mad at me okay (: !!!
i promise i'll be good.
*smiles*

doinks !
i know ayu is damn pretty.
you say ALOT ALOT ALOT
of times. thanks ah. -________-"
as if you understand what she's singing.
heh. lololol (: !!!!

anyways. your like nagging me off the comp.
darn.
*stretches*
your yawning !!! heh.

ryjm. (:

brownie typed this at 2:33 AM

seriously, outta all the promises i made to ppls. yes, i've broken some of them. but no, i'm keeping alot of my close friends' private life a secret and not even mentioning in my blog right here. but since you're reading this. KEEP THE DARN PROMISE <3

i'm hungry deary. u denied me of my minced pork noodles i was craving for. now i'm gonna go to slp and wake up tml and see whether i should eat anything or not. my eating habits are so damn screwed for god sake. just to meet a friend for dinner, i can just not eat my lunch whatsoever. hahaha. but had some dim sum just now.

and feeding and donating my darling blood to the mosquitos =(( . yes i was wearing shorts and i didnt know wen qi loves my blood. hahahaha now then i realised she loves making those irritating "shuddup" noises =x. yeah we did lie there and watched the stars *if there was any* and saying hi to those who walked passed me.

oh yea. there's this very nice guy who said hello back to me but i think he was so damn scared or something =x. and listening to mp3 and i dropped my motorola phone =(((. yes she cried. i hate girls crying in front of me okay =\ . really hate it. the last girl that did that was doggie at expo coffeebean. some other stuff we chatted about. lol

things happened. yeah you make your choice and i have to make mine. alex said i think or chatted like some 21 yr old guy. _|_ screw that seriously . i look 17 alright. though my bday is coming NEXT MONDAY. those reading this pls kindly take note =p .

i'm expecting some stuff to be mailed over but everything is gonna be delayed once again. oh well i think im off to bed. someone bullied me and my hand still hurt =| . gonna sleep on my left side again. *stares at white tiger* <3

brownie typed this at 1:49 AM

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

its TWO bike accidents in one day!!! WTF .

it's already very very rare for me to have ONE bike accident in months. but i had TWO today fucks. i'm very very skilled in my bike de. can ride so damn long and no bike accidents and today got TWO. zzz

first one was i act clever go play with steps when reaching the bike shop but i mis-estimated the last step and it was like a "v-shape" inwards. i going down the time i see liao wtf. and i almost flip frontwards zz . but didn't and my backside damn pain =( and almost hit someone.

my second one was worst! i was riding my way to the coffeeshop to get dinner and it was like 1130 and slight drizzling so i sped abit. and suddenly this guy come outta the voiddeck and i hit him and fullspeed. i don't even know how much i hit him but i knew he flew back abit. and me? i flew like 3m away from my bike and into the drain there. zzz really lie there cannot stand up till he helped me up .

and it's my lower back that's pain. my right knee pain has the most abrasions and my wrist abit but my right upper arm bisceps there like muscles pain =\. my lower back also abit pain . hais . now body and arm pain . i think i go rest le . haha

brownie typed this at 12:19 AM

Monday, January 02, 2006

yes yes! it's a bluemoon that i actually would watch two hours of tv. yeah it is.

it's channel 25 on my "cable tv" and it's those chinese movie one ma. don't know why i'm stuck watching the show there but i just simply love taiwan chinese gang police kinda movie thats it. and the whole plot of the show is really really nice. lotsa nice action and everything.

it all started with this couple buying fake stuff on the street and another girl offered a lower price and thus having a fight over it. then the heads of the two gangs fought in a ktv bar. and the girl that dragged the boss out was actually the main star of the show's gf. the main star comes into the picture when someone from the gang involved hires him to kill the person that killed the guy involved in the gang fight in the bar. bla bla bla im lazy to type out the story le =p .

now now. just msg-ed randy and it seems that he's angry again. because rach can't come out for dinner again. tsktsk. anyway during the show somethings happened. the lead actress who's actually a prostitute working and met up with the main actor kept saying ....

"da ge da ge" but they sub into the word "dear" in english lol. and the ending part they said "panada" when it's suppose to be panadol. LOL LOL LOL .

oh yeahs i just realised i have tags to go along with those good and close friends of mine. let's seee. we've dear deary sweetie doggie darlin and darling. don't ask who is who =p. and there's one guy inside too. and yes, i'm a crazy guy but i'm always serious with the things i do and say and will do it. maybe most of the time i'm just bored but my idealogy always makes sense. =D and u don't really see me losing my cool and it's rare that i really actually vent my frustrations on somemore in particular.

sorry sweetie. i do realised that i always scold and get moody or emo or whatever quite easily. maybe i'm gullible but i will give everyone the benefit of doubt. don't assume i'm stupid just because i chose to believe in the words that came outta your mouth.

oh yeah while watching the show. the lead actress who's working as a prostitute said that she earn $350 each time and i think that's like S$70? . 90 for the room 140 for the pimp and 130 for herself. that really set me thinking. the local scene has also this kinda social problem. i'm not talking about grown up heres that are actaully working as a "working girl". it's how we all look at them =) .

i'm actually talking about teens who's working as a "working girl", they are called that in european countries as not to discriminate them. after all, it's still a job and there's a market for it. yes my dears. it's a market where u see guys advertising for girls on platforms like mIRC, they do get replies though they are desperate. so back to number one, guys are desperate or girls are in need? both ways alright. it takes two hand to clap. you can't fuck yourself.

and yeah i know girls who actually have sex for money. or rather more girls who are being raped and have multiple sex partner. and since they've lost their virginity, they think nothing of it. i spoke to some 14 yr old girl who wanted to teach younger girls how to masturbate? that's how bad the society is now . =)

hahaha speaking of that. let's side track abit. someone did tell me something last time. it was like someone prank call her house and ask her ...

Caller : "do you masturbate?

Her : "Huh? what masterbed? my parents got one masterbed but i don't have"

HAHAHAHA. guess who's that =x. alright. ryjm is back in singapore.

KELLY WAS RAPED!

yeah i'm gonna be a fucking bastard right now. and if those fuckers wanna find my blog again. there they go =) . too bad but sacrifices are made. and backstabbing are done. so there you go. if you wanna call someone a backstabber of hypocrite, please consider the things that you've done to those around you before you do that. maybe you're one and influencing those around you without realising it while you guys just keep accusing this guy backstabbing. oh yeah another point, if you're a guy and you wanna get a girl. just pester her all the way and she's yours. even if she's not sure whether she loves you anot. that's everything for ya. guys do it and girls accept it. doesn't apply to everyone though.

i'm a victim of backstabbing as well but we all have to live with it right? my life is actually full of questions but i just don't bother to think that much. i just go by my feelings and even if no one wanna do it, i will if i think i'm doing the right thing. so therefore, you can never ask me for opinions for anything. i will give you my straight answer but you'll think i'm nuts.

girls on #teens are mostly quite bored and if you try to amuse them and you have the charm. they will bed you for no reason. even if she's an angel, time will change them and they're easy to influence. tsk tsk sorry there's like quite a few underaged readers right here. alright. i'm bored and i forgot what i wanted to blog again. always had the ideas and topics in my head but always forget when i get back to my comp =x .

last of all ...


ZHING MY CARR!

brownie typed this at 6:59 PM