Sunday, April 22, 2007

GROUP SHOTS!


yeah it's another shot of myself in the broken shattered mirror. but i think the group shots today will really stand out =P

yeah baby! it's my first visit to old changi hospital with a group of good friends. below are just some of my shots with the chair shot being one of the best thing of the day. it was really spooky and still very spooky typing about this right now. other than that, the place is pretty alright i guess. just that there's alot of shattered glass on the floor bla bla. the second and third shot from the top are edited by my friend, nick.





btw if some of you can't read, it's not about the keyholder. it's about the words on it. =) it spells...

M,O,R,T,U,A,R,Y

yeah! but somehow i just couldn't find the place. haha. im currently eating steamed nouya zhang in my room which i seldom do! i gotta rush for time and hopefully leave my house around 630. hmmm. gotta keep my cam, bath, pack my bag and leave. not even sure whether theres time for my to wash the dishes anot =\




hahahaha i sorta love the candidness of this shot. with the 'on off' button with the logo! LOL

a random shot of linus =
well, i was covering the intel gaming cup finals ytd and h.i.g.h LAN gaming shop. but the events always turn out the same with same old boring ppls winning it.

i guess i really need a fast lens with a light sphere for sure. gees but i seriously want my iceskates as well! argh =\ budgeting sucks. oh well i better get going if not i have to waste money and take cab in again. humphfs!

i love my dear. <3

brownie typed this at 5:29 PM

Sunday, April 15, 2007

deuter aircontact pro 50+15.

damage to be done would be around 210. =)

brownie typed this at 12:52 PM

to start off, i believe there's always karma in everything. maybe it's my turn now. if you really see my room, everything on my comp table is the most important thing in my life. gifts and presents from friends. painting tigers bear photos calender. brownie they all are on the bed. can't compare anymore.


somehow i feel neglected someway. who would actually be the first one to stand by me if i'm in trouble? or in another way, who would actually know if i don't even tell? who could read the signs? i've no idea at all. the last time i felt this way was like 2yrs ago. down and depressed. agitated emotional whatever u wanna call it.

that's like what happened when i was in a bad mood and suddenly agitated by some game thingy. if u're wondering what's that, that's my glass mousepad which costs about 80bucks or 70 and i just hammer my hand onto it and it shattered into that. it's never about the money for me. it's more of the reason why i hit it in the first place and what made me hit it or maybe it's the chim chim reasons behind it.

then i was thinking deeply, what might be the reason for the fury inside of me? wenling? you? YOU? or YoU? i've no idea. oh yeah so many of the ppls around me are getting attached. i'm only getting to mention those close to me but i'm not naming anyone. i was just glad i had a good time shopping slowly for things i want rather than just wasting my time away.

facts are facts. face the fucking facts. i'm brutal against this kinda thing. even with my closest friends.

wherever i'mma in a bad mood, i just don't feel like talking much to ppls who just ask dumb questions. i just wanna be alone sometimes. sometimes i just want something special from that someone special but just happens that it'll never happen. and no, i'm not taking pity on myself. someone here is going to say "no one will save you from self-pity". yeah you're right but that doesn't conclude anything.

oh yeah now my mother is worried about me just because i never eat or she's assuming that i'm upset and angry over my broken mousepad. it's more than that, yeah she has her own problems but i'm not whining my problems to her either. i'm just making my problem and mood known. and i was just thinking to give her 100bucks for household. now i'm considering again. and btw, someone here is going to whine about my academic results and so on.




i'm not rich, i'm not totally that smart but i can't say i'm a slacker also. i'll make sure i do my part very well and not drag anyone down into the water with me. therefore, i won't make any of your problem my problem as well. i'm not a rich brat if that's what most of you are thinking. what i have? my camera my flash? my ipod and headphones? my comp? my lifestyle? LOL come to think of it. i don't even splurge on clothes, handphones and fine dining. my parents dont even bring me to restaurants to eat. i even have to call them sometimes to see whether they wanna get anything anot.

ya ya ya. everyone has his/her own problem. but why am i helping so much when i can't even help myself nowadays? fuck it man. drawing my fucking line from today onwards. on the brighter side of things, i spent like 100bucks ytd on some items. lets seee...

a scdf hp pouch holder. pretty cute eh.


- 20 bucks on that fucking cab fare.
- 24 bucks on a armin van burren cd
- 30 for some army stuffs i need.
- 20 for fm transmitter.

the blue thingy on the left in a inflatable pillow LOL.

hmmm that's almost about it excluding some food i bought along the way ytd. not that bad considering that daddy janiel brought me along to the NS40 roadshow kinda thing. had some freebies and a delifrance lunch on him. had some garlic bread and a nice nice strawberry icecream with peaches inside! my kinda thing. i think i always eat and eat before i take a shot =P

not to mention the cute biker chick on a scamb

i just wanna say it's not easy for anyone including myself. it takes one attitude person to understand another. it takes a fucker to understand another. it takes a bitch to understand another bitch. that's how the world goes around. oh yeah before i end of, i saw 2 young teenage girls outside taka with their mum, one holding LV bag, the other one holding a dior bag. i hate rich spoilt brats.

the line is drawn.

brownie typed this at 11:12 AM

Saturday, April 14, 2007

you know something, after being outfield for 4 days and 3nights. it seems relatively very very short and time passes very very fast outside. i didn't shit for more than 80hrs though i headed back to camp on wednesday evening for a quick bath and stuffs. i couldn't shit -.- hahaha. yea that's roughly the giff of everything. just slack around in the tank and moving around. only that on thursday morning, we had to walk through this swarm like place, with water levels from our ankles to knee to waist level. one of my officers walked into something chest level deep too lol. we walked in the swarm for about almost 4 hrs then another 1hr+ of bashing through the forest. bleahs. pretty fun i must say.

and the moment i booked out, the first lady i saw on the road, was like an animal.... no offence to any of the girls reading this entry but that's what i feel! i was in the cab and saw this girl... then i went...

"aww.... ohhhh interesting..."

yeah that's what i did. hahaha maybe i really have not been looking at anything for a very long time. i did sms wenling dear alot and hidayah too. and i took a merc card back with my platoon mates for the first time. i was pretty pissed off with the cab driver in the end though it was a pretty cool guy who was willing to ferry 5 ppls in a cab... the funniest thing was that he said something like...

"5 ppls so what? fuck it lar."

LOL he even had 7 ppls ytd as well. but the thing was that my cab fare ended up to be 33.70 and i didnt have enuff cash on me so i dropped by the posb atm to withdraw. i passed him 22 bucks first which i got from my friend then i went to withdraw another 40. i pass him another 20 to pay for the fare. in the end i gave him another 2 bucks to make the payment 34 bucks! BUT, he forgot to give me back my 10 bucks!!! HUMMPHFS =(. i tried calling silver cab service but they had to write a report and wait for investigation.

and wtf is wrong with their operators! i had to call like 6 times before i got a operator on the line. and i gotta call back like 3 days later?! wtf man. is it that hard for me just to get the number of the taxi uncle? zzz and cheat me of my 10 bucks. forget bout it la. it's like a big deal but i just ahd losing things like that.

i just watched naruto and bleach today as well. hmmm heading out to bedok interchange to eat with janiel daddy then head to taka for some army exhibition and then to some lanshop in katong for compy. bleah. i do have a 17-40 to play with too! chao ppls. gotta bath and pack stuffs. <3

brownie typed this at 9:15 AM

Sunday, April 08, 2007

finally i've found my love of my life. presenting to you...

i met up with ashley rane and gilson last weekend and we were suppose to go head down to punggol end for a sunset shoot. but it rained =( so we just had to left early and went to ikea for a short walk before heading back to SLS where gilson bought a harddisk and i bought my darling AKG K271. price? costly but still within my budget. hahaha. agent priced it at 500++ =D

boxed opened?

just a random noobish shot

brownie with akg

pretty decent headphone for it's price. not to mention that i bought the best of ayumi cds, both black and white which costs me about 55 in total?! omg i just realised that gramaphone sells it cheaper! argh! i always thought it's more expensive one =\. oh well anyway i met up with wanling on thursday and had a good lunch at jade crystal except that i didn't get to eat my xiaolongbao that's all =(

an hour of shooting at her place! hehehehe shall post a picture here or maybe two =x pardon the messy hair though. she was naughty and didn't wanna listen to me lol. oh yeah, credits to xc aka splutter for helping me editing away some stuffs.

www.splutterphotography.com

i had a great time listening to armin van buuren at gramaphone ytd while meeting up with john from my bmt for dinner. i had curry chicken! with bread. you tiao and xian cao! ehheehehe you tiao with curry is really nice okay! maybe i shall go eat something else later... hmmm =p 11am liao.

so anyway, i couldn't remember what i've been doing the past 2weeks already. i guess the 3days and 2 nights outfield was pretty okay still. wasn't as bad as some outfields i had. that week past pretty quick i must say. and what else? i almost got my silver for my ippt, just because of one stupid running! argh =( i can't run one okay. maybe with boots on then i might run faster hahaha.

oh oh! something interesting. we had our gas chamber exercise the past week and it's like going into this chamber with tear gas but with one day of training beforehand, it's was really okay UNTIL i took off the mask. i didn't know the tear gas was that bad and i couldn't even open my eyes or speak -.- i choke and choke =x we had full suits on... mocking the standard kinda suits that the chemical side of SAF uses.

wednesday was even better! we get to fit our sar21 with this lazy thingy where when we shoot a target which is also laser sensitive, it means that we are injured or dead depending on the beeping sound. we had this sbo and we strap the laser vest on it. but it's pretty heavy still but it's going to be fun shooting at enemies from another battalion instead of fighting against each other all the time. the down point is that we're going to eat combat ration for 4 days =(. err i guess the laser thingy is going to be a good thing for us. we have to shoot blanks anyway! yeah baby.

so i've not been shooting alot these weeks. but i think my friend who owns www.gamesync.net wants me to shoot for me, or rather i offered my services to him anyway haha. going to be very busy cos of some major competitions and stuffs. for the love and passion of gaming in my blood.

anyway i wasn't refering to anyone in particular about the 'pampering' issue. yeah i didn't name anyone but you're going to get so sensitive over that and lose me as a friend. that's fine with me anyway. u changed too much comparing to the time i know you =)

it's payday again! hehehehe. but i already bought some advance presents for myself so it's alright! <3 wenling.

brownie typed this at 10:45 AM