Tuesday, May 30, 2006

i've been rather busy these few days although i always seem very free to meet up with ppls and such. time management is good for me. but that didn't apply to me when i was studying for my o' levels. oh well.

i was at crc on saturday and met up with the erc girls and see my darl play cs. hahaha. anyway she's not my gf or anything. it's a long story. oh anyway saw the cubans and hanged around with them for a moment and went to use darl's comp and saw her ONE BIG FILE OF CS NOTES. there was more notes on cs than what i had for my school work man. and with illustrations somemore okay! but she bully me and bully me and hit me on the head =(. met up with nikkie spyko and some others whom i've not seen for quite some time and enjoyed bullying them. oh yeah naixiang too. haha the very cute gayboy.

sunday was crazy man! i slept at 4am, just 2 hours before i would have to wake up and meet jason who's actually 60 yrs old and was a professional commercial photographer and active cyclist. 2 hours of slp and going for the runway cycling was darn crazy man! though i was not that physically tired, it really did some draining. and after seeing the place, i didn't really realise that 15km was that far! or was i dehydrating too much ? hmmm well i finished the 15km in around 30mins =\ hais slowpoke liao.



and rushed back to have a quick bath and head down to expo to meet up with sherman janiel and lili. hmmm headed down to xiaocong's place to start the product shoot and i was really freaking hungry by then. cycling and not eating and so we ordered some pizza and it really arrived in exactly one hour man! haha so we started shooting some spoons and forks with a mirror base and second shoot was golf balls and the last one was vodka bottles which was the best man! the lightings and set up was crazy.

*i'm not putting my best pic up*



haha really had so much fun and ytd was just going to ms colour with ck to buy his canon s3 IS and then went to bugis to buy wenling's present and supposely to meet up with shua for the toy but he said he couldn't make it somehow. so just walk around and get the present but all the shops were closing. so yeah i left for home.

today was better. went out to tamp to buy some shampoos and stuffs. and went to get wanling's present -.-! *BROKES* and got wenling's present wrapped and got some gummy bears and left for my uncle's house to have my BREAKFAST at 4pm =\. then wanling sms me to say she got something on in school and will be back at only around 7. hais. in the end just passed her present and saw carbison bla bla.

don't i look trustable? do i actually look like those fucking bastards? you don't know you hurt me but yet u did, rather deep.


PS : i'm going to meet wenling tml i hope. if not casey. at night gotta meet shua for the toy and thursday i've no plans but it's my dad's bday. friday? i is meeting darl cow and my dearie pig for the last time before i go inside tekong. and yes i pushed away a gathering my friends arranged for me i think, just for you. so you better be touched.

anyway i'm very reluntant to leave my clubsnap bros and sis. hahaha

brownie typed this at 11:43 PM

Saturday, May 27, 2006

i is back to blogging for some reason. okay i lied again. it's 2am and i can't slp though my eyes are closing. argh

beach road to buy my army stuffs but i took 65 and suddenly realised that it doesn't drop at beach road there -.-! like i dunnoe wtf i was thinking as well and gotta walk from sls there to bugis mrt and take a train 1 stop and walk somemore! ARGH was damn pissed off man. reached there and had some chicken rice then went up there walking a few rounds before calling my brother to ask what to buy bla bla.

then off i went and went home to meet up with my parents and younger brother because they needa go visit the teacher and stuff. and my dad fucking kpkb for no reason. miscommunications and something so simple wanna shout his head off. fucking irritating. he needa go back bedok there so just go. we can always fucking flag for a cab or just take a bus. won't kill me alright.

and took 21 back and went to tamp safra and while on the bus heard this group of damai students and one tpjc student talking about the fight that was recorded on hp and published in the papers recently. i was thinking like wtf kids nowadays really got fucking nothing to do. just because someone say "WATCH OUT" then a group of boys go beat the fuck outta him? 15-16 yrs olds beating one 14 yr old? so proves their mentally or maturity? in the end also like fucking dogs and wanna stay in the school. so man wanna fight for what. got money mehs?

come to think of it, i was usually close to getting into trouble but i sorta mix with the right ppls and some helped me out behind my back and stuffs. bla bla. i'm always quiet and don't bother unless i'm very irritated by some ppls. hmmm the boarding pass really looks cute. number is 2804 i think. you can go buy 4d if u want but won't open one i tell ya. and bought the offical shirt for the event. was like $9.45 so jsut buy one lor. haha and went to my uncle's place and hang out for awhile before i met ling and passed me a pressie for something. hahaha a arcylic photo frame =P. awww thanks that's very sweet and gave her some photos also.

bla bla bla. i is tired again. dunnoe what i've been doing these days. that time sianrong really ask me what i've been doing. and it was like...

wake up at 12pm.
play and surf cs till 2am.
slp.

okay that's very lifeless. hope this sunday would be fun as i'd be having a product shoot at splutter's place bleahs. off i go now.

sorry for crappy language today. not really in the mood.

brownie typed this at 2:08 AM

Friday, May 19, 2006

if guys tell you girl that they are the most decent thing on earth and not horny or desperate, they are really fucking lying through everything in their body. and if girls act demure and everything, i don't believe it either starting from now. i've seen my fair share of happenings now. and i'm directing this to some girl haha.

it's a only a matter of time before guys and girls start bonking like mad rabbits. do see animal planets on what its like. haha. please move on with your mindset that guys are always the desperate horny bastard looking for some hole for their dicks to go into. why won't it be the other way round? haha.

oh well. i'm very sick of this. seeing some of my friends turning out this way. it's not that you're being forced. its your choice and you made those decisions with your head. no doubt i do admit, i loved you once. despite knowing all along you're lying and playing me like a doll. i lived with it just to spend more time with you. hais it's now all over and time for me to move on.

had move with the CS peeps today. SHARMEN chunkit janiel and jimmy. watched poseidon and it was a rather alright movie but it simplys doesn't justify my 9.50 =\ wanted to use my free ticket but nevermind. there's always another time. it's all about a wave hitting the ship and how this group of 8-9 ppls get to the bottom of the ship ( because the ship was upside down ) and getting to fresh air. bleahs.

oh yars i'm suddenly so into ice skating!!! die la =\ it's so me to get so many hobbies =(( and one commmitment i made big time gotta be my gaming. tsk tsk. don't wanna count how much i spend man haha. and talked with jeff quite alot on iceskating stuff. and even planning to get my skates soon when possible. or maybe not? hmmm.

i love you babes.

brownie typed this at 11:55 PM

i just saw my friendster and im so surprised to see someone using the picture of my keyboard in their gallery.

http://www.friendster.com/user.php?uid=14013996

see the pictures lor. still dare to put...

"My fv keyboard... muackzzzz"

i hope he fucking reads this. FUCKER _|_

brownie typed this at 4:48 PM

Thursday, May 18, 2006

finally got to iceskate once again! with my always crazy partner. mel. as usual. in the end, our outings always are left with 3 ppls =\. today was nic mel and myself. haha joey was suppose to come along but she thought that it was too crowded. but must fun we had. i had some very nasty blisters that came along with the fun and excitment.

and some of my picture of mel taken inside ashley's car.

http://melicacy.com/

it's just met for sharing that's why. didn't even bother to edit it yet or watermark or whatever. haha. but haha the way she puts it was darn funny =p. and i seriously wonder how many wank off at pictures of her LOL.

and btw she keep tugging my shirt though she knows how to iceskate lol. <3

shall post my pictures and others another day. btw went around with ashley because he has to repair comps at ppl's house and went to his shop and slack and see his pics and stuffs. sent me home and here i am! ROARS

brownie typed this at 1:22 AM

Saturday, May 13, 2006

think bout this. you and i as singaporeans, do we have much of a choice of where to study? parents have been planning our education routes since our birth. from kindergarden to primary school and sometimes even secondary school. and when you really have the heads to think about what school you wanna go do, either the jc or poly or for my case, the only choice left... the ite... do we have any alternatives?

can we break the circle that the governement planned for us? hope you realised that parents will be charged now if they did not send their kids for education. if you think that going to school is a must, why is it a must? to get a good cert? to find a stable job in future? or would u wanan go with your DREAMS? how many of us have dreams but are always tied down by the fact that we gotta have a good education first.

unless your parents are so darn rich that you don't have to worry about money your whole life. what ya gonna do? let's break it down... school for 13-16years then come out to find a job. is that worth it or nessasary? i've just read about a friend's life. though she's from beijing, she's already a singaporean now and she quit RGS to follow her dreams in fashion and the arts. she's a part time model and a good photographer somehow. her themes for shoots are really outstanding though i must say... it's mostly gothic =p oh btw she's in the national team for air rifle. but her mum is national coach so its' pretty obvious to me now but she's still great.

http://newpaper.asia1.com.sg/printfriendly/0,4139,89927,00.html

http://www.zemotion.net/press/jnST01.jpg

and here are some of her single photos. not very pretty but her works brings out the best in her.

http://www.zemotion.net/z/

and i don't think this is the first time that i've mentioned about her. oh anyway back from ubin around 8pm yesterday. a group of like 30 photographers? lemme upload the pic. haha nah there you go.


and walking around and suddenly a heavy downpour. hide in this shelter and suddenly went out walk walk in the rain with a brolly of cus. but after that, my pants still got very wet and went to pick up two fellow CS-ers whos caught in this very small shelter. haha. lent my brolly to drumma and his female model friend and my raincoat to mel. and btw my bag was darn heavy due to alot of rubbish i put inside -.-!

and once the rain stopped, most of the group left and left about 10 of us to go trekking and planned to walk till top to shoot sunset but the road up was blocked then we went another place which is more like a swarm to shoot some stuffs lor. nothing much there for me to shoot and the distance we had to walk in is darn hell far! hahaha but trekking is all fun. we even had to walk pass some muslim graves or something. and walking back in the dark aint fun. ashley still call me not to on my torchlight for some reasons.

but it was all fun in the end! and pretty okay with some of my pics. haha.

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/leaf1.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/hand1.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/upload5.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/upload2.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/storm1.jpg

brownie typed this at 2:14 PM

Thursday, May 11, 2006

think about it my dear friends. all i have are friends right now.

it's never about casey or wenling. if you said we are gonna start all over again as friends, it's gonna be hard on me and i mean what i say. putting behind the past ain't hard but time constraits are scaring me. i'm really serious.

what i've been doing the past few weeks huh? hmmm working my butt off last wednesday to friday and really being so shagged. winning first place in the focusplay css compy and might not be getting the prize money due to some fucker. just working 3 days really drained alot outta me.

went to lower pierce reservoir there for some shooting. suppose to shoot a drain with rushing water but in the end no water =.=! then went to shoot sunset around there as well. was feeling okay at first but after eating the icecream, my stomach begin to feel a lil' weird and i vomitted and went to the toilet. hais spoilt all my mood for shooting and everything but pictures turned out just okay. not that fantastic after all.

sunday was dogshow day! met lili donchua clement janiel sherman kieth nick and others at the dogshow! and not forgetting haze for lending me her d70 to shoot some dog photos. hahaha but the fun part was shooting with nick's rented 30D and 70-200mm f4. weeeeett! damn fun and the bokeh was uber good!

after shooting for about 5hrs+. we headed down to changi boardwalk and met up with clement lkm lili and sherman who left earlier. janiel drove me there actually haha. and the sunset was gorgeos man! really the best i've seen and 2 couples were having their wedding photographs taken there. lucky them on that great sunset.

and monday and tuesday was just days for me to rest my damn body. reallly wore out and physically tired out. just rest and rest lor. then tuesday night went to chinatown to print my photos! six 8r photos with lamination and another 2 sets of 4r today =P. really lucky that my monitor calibration is rather close to KT's one. hahaha.

okok heres the links to the photos. and i've been appreciating some of my photos and hardwork. it's only taken with a panasonic lumix dmc-f1 and it can't even shoot at night! =.= but the landscape and colours are really good sometimes. but not that sharp. hmmm just a pns =(

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/upload3.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/upload4.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/upload1.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/dog1.jpg

http://i24.photobucket.com/albums/c16/briangel/dog3.jpg

brownie typed this at 2:54 AM

Wednesday, May 10, 2006

my comp crashed.

update for fuck?

i think i'm not good enough for you in every way.

doesn't matter now.

goodbye.

brownie typed this at 4:27 PM

Wednesday, May 03, 2006

here are some of my edited pictures. my PS workflow ain't that good still and i'm so chiong nowadays! and yesterday afternoon which is on 1st may, i went to habour front to meet jimmy, his wife and sherman and suddenly decided to take a cab down to kranji and shoot the place there. was pretty good till the attack of the big red freaking ants. came out with mostly astracts and optic illustions shot haha but i was rather lazy. but i saw a lady fall into the big big reservoir where they say they have crocodiles inside. hahaha.




and btw. prata in the morning with hot curry rocks!




presenting.....

MEL.


i went out to changi on 2/5/2006 at 2:50am to meet up with esmond and mel to go shooting at changi boardwalk and then changi beach. haha. these are some of the shots that we came up with but i didn't get any shots due to the lousy camera i have and not able to shoot in the dark. but i had so much fun scaring the hell outta mel =P

would be working the next three days as my dad is flying off to china for some stuff in 3hrs. hmmm sat should be going lower pierce or issit upper seletar? dunnoe la. should be meeting jenial and clement first then get a ride there ^^

brownie typed this at 1:02 AM