Saturday, February 25, 2006

read the fucking topic understand?

brownie typed this at 12:59 PM

Monday, February 20, 2006

ks peeing in the TM toilet. and he was really peeing.

nyp girl having sex with the bf and this is circulating all over the net. and below and some pictures of the girl and the guy as well lol. LOLOLOL look at that guy!


LOL my classmates watching the video in the toilet changing room lol. and we did this video thing for suren ken bala they all about soccer.

ks with the invisible shorts.

and guess what this is =P.

oh yeah had a movie with my classmates ytd night at TM and i like brought 3 free voucher tickets with me. and i was expecting to watch a free movie because i actually sponser 2 extra tickets for them?! like wtf they pay for 2 tickets with cash and still expect me to chip in when i'm already so broke? like seriously wtf lor zzz. those 3 tickets are like worth 30bucks and you still call me chip in. arhh forget it. i'm not sucha miser anyway.

but the movie, Jarhead was pretty good. talking and showing alot of war sense bout this marine corp going through training and everything. alot of fucks here and there. about how he became a scout sniper. totally a very nice cool movie that kept me on the edge of my sit and there was no boring parts lol.

js with the 0.9m board thingy. LOL and today i headed down to creative service care centre and seriously they should change their name.

now sidetrack abit. EVERYONE is talking about the nyp video and everything. it's all over the papers and the internet. and i just heard from my dota friends that the girl quit school liao? lol. damn saddening man. sad life.

okok back to creative. i spent like 1hr taking a train there and walking this ulu TRIAL track which was underneath the mrt tracks. and it was really trial =.=! and when i reached the building, the place was pretty big man. took a queue number and waited around and walked abit and played PK lol.

then the monster part came. i asked them and told them about the problem. and one thing they told me that really pissed me off was...

"sorry but this model is already discontinued so we cannot replace it anymore. would you like to consider a newer muvo model which is quite cheap right now?"

i'm there to fucking repair the mp3 player! and another thing that he told me...

"we don't do repairs here. we only do exchanges and software updates"

then i really damn dulanz liao. come all the way there and can't repair? zzz and whats the service care centre for? for exchange only? wtf! and they tell me even if wanna repair, the amount costs... can buy a newer model of the muvo series. like wtf? repair one audio jack will cost me like 150 bucks?

then he keep trying to presuade me to get a new mp3 player. u give me this kinda fuckedup service at your centre. you want me to buy new mp3 players somemore? bottom line was that...
- if warrenty over, wanna replace a new one, must pay an amount which can buy another new mp3 player.

- if model discontinued and spoilt, please refer to above.

- creativity is only good for their 1to1 exchange with warrenty. nicely done.

so who wanna support creative now? fuck creative for god sakes! and to think that i'm still using their soundcard right now.

brownie typed this at 10:07 PM

Sunday, February 19, 2006

oh yeah. HIHI STEPHWEENIEEEE! i love you too. *making someone jealous here* =x violin lessons are fun when you sit at the back and see ppls practise =p. if she allows then maybe i would go with the two of you together. it's alright. oh oh! friday on the way there to see the violin lessons, i saw this babe on the bus! damn she's hot. hahaha. babes are just meants to see. later someone complain i don't love her bla bla bla lol.

and for the fact where my classmates say i only "prey" on girls under 16? LOL. that's rather retard but nonetheless. gf music gaming. =) oh yeah forgot to mention that i had a "meeting with manager". not suppose to say too much here but there are interested parties and we are gonna have a team manager.

yea yea saturday's training with vE was practically wins by a big margin. 16-4 in inferno. 16-9 in nuke. 16-5 in. 16-2 in dd2. i think so lar. i don't even bother about scores nowadays. lol and below are pictures of zhun aka hellkn!ght lol. the last one is ck with his gf whom actually is helly's older brother. bla bla bla.

walking around funan really makes me miss my d70s even more =(. seeing so many pretty pretty lens. haha it's gonna be a good wait for me i think yea yea.


yeahhh! someone playing the violin =x. really nice sounds but some kids really rock. especially the young lil' girl on the side. hahahah. and some pig can play violin! omfg she can play. okay la just abit short but i don't think i can do anything better than her either =x. mixing and everything i might be better. anyway lucien is studying the course of my dreams about music technology and playing with the mixers.

oh yeah i met jevan on the way home and got the mp3 from him and gotta send it for repairs for him then he will loan it to me =p. muvo2 white 4gb. old model but enough for me. yea yea and he got this lime green specs haha. not bad la. but very hard to mix and match with outside clothes. lol and he was on the way to bedok princess for a movie .___. bedok princess man! gees. and please! can get socks and he dunwan?! wtf man! lol. pigpig, you can see my link and see her lol.


and the car outside liquid room! looks damn cool to have a car like that and driving around yeah? =p


wednesday night at liquid room!


with a good friend of mine, dj benjamin who was a coursemate of mine during dj course school. haha he made it big for his trance music. was really bring the roof down with his heart stopping beats! but too bad my friends couldn't get in due cos they're underaged lol. so i sorta chilled out alone =(. really brings me back to the trance mood.

brownie typed this at 1:23 PM

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

this shit is directed at you.

********* : games for the 2006 World Cyber Games. The six PC games and 2 console games includes: StarCraft: Brood War (PC); Warcraft¥²: Frozen Throne (PC); Half-Life: Counter-Strike 1.6 (PC)
me : HAHAAHAHAHA
me : aww that's like very sad mans.
********* : aww we dont need ur sympathy
********* : really.
me : not giviny any. =P

okay. how good are you? wanna pwn me in cs:s? wanna boast how much you train and everything? and in the end still lose? damn xialan right. aww. yesterday night also got one. hahahaha in some pub server.

quite a good frag but too bad. KILLING SPREEE. =D i said im from a noob team and he believed? aww. once a noob = a noob. life story.

brownie typed this at 7:37 PM

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

i would like to start with a quote from a hero in dota, shadow fiend.

"If i had wings, why would i be walking...?"

hahahaha it really sounds very cute.


i really love this actually. =) i always treasure birthday cards and everything. especially if they're hand made and hand written. but i always throw away those given by the insurance company lol. but this card is really special for me. yea yea you know it. i know it. shhhs. i really appreciate all the work you've done and going without slp just to finish this on time for me. really sweet and i do love it alot. i swear by it.

two pictures of this very very cute kitten around my area. the second picture was a lil blurry due to handshake but it was trying to act fierce and i was squating as it was under the table. and there was another kitten too and the mother i suppose. =P been thinking too much about my camera nowaday =( so much inspirational shots but don't have the camera itself lol.

some random picture again. i don't have shutter count on my handphone so it's alright =x

oh yeah school today was rather short due to peter leow cancelling his lesson and we decided to head down to kbox. everyone went except jayme lol. and for your info, i can't even read the damn chinese words. =P plus plus i'm having sorethroat! why the hell you think i eat medicine for right?! and i'm not that psychotic. just a lil' which i failed to report to the medical officer during my ns checkup.

had like FREE FLOW of tibits due to a girl. LOL the girl actually either likes kendrick or danny so danny actually just asked for tibits and it's FOC =x. and we're so bastard that we bet that who the girl would talk to first when we reached. we were on the bus then. we eached pooled 50cents and if the girl talked to either ken or danny, and whoever placed the respective bets would win the bet lol. but kbox was hyper fun! but just that i'm not really the singing type especially when i'm sick. and btw the tibits, each small cup like that costs 5bucks each. and we got like 15 of that FOC. LOL

headed back earlier and met tanliwen take some stuff =x. walked her home and went home myself lol. was pretty fast and i walked to the bike shop around kemb mrt and see see look look and bought something just now. i rode my bike down and buy a bottle cage, another light, a lock which is attached to my bike and a extra power supply thingy connected to my light. lol shall not say the cost here. tsktsk.

and came home a lil' tired. had a dota match which totally sucks and another game with ys because he was pretty upset lol. anyway i was told that there's this guy whom had this "online" gf and never met in person before. so he booked a chalet and prepared everything nice nice. seems romantic right? gonna meet in person today and everything.

but in the end...

the girl didn't even reply him or anything today. just played him out like a retard =P. and the stupid part was that he didn't even know her home number! like omfg right? he only knew her IC number, name, hp number and age and where she studies. one word.

"WTF"

okok sorry that's 3 words there. and let's guess. if he's like a teen or something, maybe it's a growing up process but the guy is like THIRTY for god sake! and he actually lied to you bout his name also?! HAHAHAHA. if he can like lie to you about his name, why can't the girl like to him about everything? WTF where's your freaking common sense. online friends, i'd always give them the benefit of doubt and believe what they tell me. but at the same time, i would find out more and learn to trust them through communication. but i do some checking of my own too.

what goes around, comes around and bites you back. you wanna lie? make it a flawless lie and stop having loopholes. if you claim you're 17 and you look 17. at least make sure you don't let ppls see your wallet? and don't have an IC? LOL. and worst of all, going to a LAN shop and putting your student pass which stats you're born in 1991? lololol retard to the max. and you TRIED to lie alright. not that i bother that much. you lie without blinking and that doesn't bother me as well. hahahaha. and the fact over whether you slp around? i know something. whether you wanna keep it to yourself, it ain't any of my concern anymore. =)



yeah the above pictures are just some pictures i took at the thai sharkfin restaurant. rushed there after training. anyway OT abit, we won all 3 maps ^^. okok the first picture is sharkfins which i didn't eat because i love them. second one is the bao yu which i also don't eat. and i don't understand why ppls eat "good food". what you eat still comes out as shit alright? the 3rd one is the cute thingy on the table. you press it for like service or bill or something and they will come and attend to your needs. lol the last one was the honey glazed chicken or something like that. not bad but the only thing is that. EVERYTIME we go there and eat, it's FOREVER THE SAME DISHES. REALLY FOREVER! went there like. lets say 10times. all 10times eat the same order of dishes one. lol

brownie typed this at 11:21 PM

Saturday, February 11, 2006

this is officially a emo test. which ended up so untrue. roars!




i'm aint that retarded after all! awww. sorry to dissapoint some of you =D. but i realised that there're some others more retarded than me lol. shall keep this post short. so...

this is short right?

how u spell short?

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am i right? ohhh i think so yeah? picture taking is fun. taking pictures is fun. okok cs training sucks but yang going melbourne for like 4 yrs for uni studies. and we lost. that's all. another boring day ahead.

<3 <-- this sign costs some ppls alot of porblems =x

i'm bored now so shall update a lil. went to crappy nafa and there was nothing much there =.=! what a weird building. and their visual arts stuff also not that strong. arab street photo taking and realised that even though it's very near bugis. i suppose not many singaporeans actually walk there and really take a good look around. really lotsa things we missed out in our small lil' island =p

thaipusam was cool ! seeing alot of indians on the street today. so my point is, if you don't see indians around singapore, it doesn't mean they're not here. it means they're just not outside waiting to get spotted. it's scary when you see more indians than the othere races. they're out when there're like big events like xmas where fresh meat is all around. and they're just there to get bullied. or if they're lucky, they can get to finger someone aww lol.

and it was so jam packed. really really. indians are always here and not only in lil' india. maybe they've more ppls than us. you'll never know. see the number of foreign workers i have around my area. it's like sooo manyyy. alright shall not be racist anymore here. arhhhh.

anyway i do and will get paranoid. less of jealousy but just like though i know you're joking. i will just feel insecure. and even i know you're cheating on me or whatever, if i really love you, i wouldn't bother about it and just treasure the times and memories =)

brownie typed this at 11:48 PM

Friday, February 10, 2006

yeah yeah. here is the giant giant dog! and it sounds like awan =x . *see my link* =x


he seriously doesn't look that big in the photo but trust me, he is! and it's like when i saw it coming out, i was like "WTF what a big dog". but i'm not afraid of dogs so it's alright. and he was so cute. because it's like slipping when the floor was wet whahaha and it was like sliding =x. and i pat pat the head then went to fix the comp le. and i can't fix the comp either. whahaha.

did nothing today execpt for dota training. really hardcore dota training with yongsoon and pals today =.=! and nevermore is fun!!! hahahaha. and training is canclled tml so shall go nafa and walk walk tml. i psycho them until no training. hahaha actually no teams for us to play with either. that's the problem with the css community. too few teams. tsktsks.

and cube will be going dallas for cpl and just heard from alan that they have sponsers and egames sponsering the shuttle pcs to go there too. not that they're lousy or anything. i do respect them as a team and everything but it's gonna be a very good experience if they really head there. hope they can do singapore proud. I HOPE.

and o level results are out today. cy got 18. wenling got like 11 for r5. doggie got 16 but english fail! hahahahahaha. and keep asking me what course to go bla bla bla. nagging dog =x. yeahs closest friend of mine is like that one. and she's like FOREVER at parkway one. once i go parkway, i can call her and ask where are you and she would just say parkway... lol gave her some advise on how to go about with her results bla bla. darling got like THIRTY! whahahah he can go the ITE downstairs le =x but i think he pass maths and sci so can go some courses in poly. hidayah got like 22 and might have her god-bro sponsering her pvt studies if she wants to. bla bla. that's more or less about the o level saga.

it's like almost 11pm and i'm getting to slp early nowadays. DAMN DAMN DAMN! just received a call and got training tml around 4pm still. ARGHHH DAMMIT. still gotta go down lor. rush rush abit lor. what to do manz. hais. i go slp le la =\ sianz nights nights.

brownie typed this at 10:35 PM

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

Yeah =\ it's official. i'm NOT in pes A =(((((

weird you might think, why would i wanna be in pes A for? all those who go army wanna "geng" some problems so they can downgrade or something but i just wanna be something in the front. you might call it ego but yes, i do wanna be in the commandos though i'm overweight or obese. but a longer BMT might do me good. everything was graded A except my weight thingy.

slim down! yeahss some ppls might be happy. of course it's good for myself to lose weight after how many years man. hahahah. suddenly reminded of a certain friend of mine listening to this song...

Toploader - Dancing in the moonlight

i just remember the song as you play it over and over again. not to mention i've a special someone right now. someone i would wanna be with. someone i would wanna love. someone who's there. someone who treats me good. sometimes being so sweet but being so emo somedays. someone who's just there to make me sing. the one that make me fall for her.

Oh well, back to my medical checkup thingy. i was walking quite a long distance to the main gate but i saw images of alot of nice pictures i could do with the D70S =( . something i would want so badly. had some bag checks and off i go to the main cmpb building. seriously it's not my first time there but it's so different.

The photo taking? was crappy. had to put on this uniform and the photographer quite kuku-minded. really really! must see the whole ear but my hair can't make! and the back gotta be in a V shape but he didn't tell me that earlier. after that proceeded to another counter to get the confidential file and do all the test.

the first was the sound test thingy. in a sound proof room and put on the earphones and whatever soft frequency coming from the left or right ear, we gotta raise our hands. =.= look so retarded in the room man. after that was the eye test, that was quick though i can't read like everything whahahaha.

then it was the X-ray room where we X-rayed our chests. that was quick too and then it was the dental one! omfg scared me i thought they were gonna do some cleaning or something but not. then came...

we didn't get the file! i and another indian guy didn't get our medical file. so we gotta wait outside and till they called our names. when it was my turn, it was a X RAY of the jaw! omfg. stand there and bite this thing and cannot move =\. and the xray thingy scanning so near my head but yet can't move at all. scary wors. hahaha

and then it was the urine test which was damn freaking cock la. urine onto a colour paper and then throw away? i was like wtf? then blood test and then proceeded medical checkup. did some don't know what test la. attach those metal thingy to my chest and had this report come out. and then saw the doct whom ask me what problems i have and everything. then the news came.

i would have been in pes A if i wasn't fat =(((( . i really wanted in! even if it was tough. i'm totally like crazy one. yes i'm lazy but once i'm determined, i won't give up no matter what. fear isn't much of a problem to me. hais. nvm la. shall go BMT for a little more then i WILL slim down then shall go chiong chiong.

and awan just now msn me and asked me whether i wanted to work for 2 days at sls and i wanted to work for fundings for my d70s but i got computer graphics and others. and my project would be coming soon so i'd better not. money money please drop from the sky! and i still have not get my bday pressies from everyone! ARGH WHERE IS MY BDAY PRESSIES ANGEL HO!?

of course lastly.

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brownie typed this at 10:50 PM

Monday, February 06, 2006

yeah its the time of the year again. where we have all the roasted pigs and fruits and ang ku kuey and stuff. it's what my family call "pai ti kong" or something. yups and my eyes cant take the smoke so i'm back in my room and the stupid thing.

i took some self portraits and it's like turns out blurry zzz wtf lor. and i can't even upload my pictures because my comp can't detect the damn phone. gonna call motorola service tml and the thing is that, i will be having nafa tml zzz. hais.

but i had a great boring night after all. a call from someone and chatted and really cheered me up =p. kks shall head to bed now. <3

brownie typed this at 12:28 AM

Sunday, February 05, 2006

damn i'm good right! i know i am =x

i recently received a letter with a ITE logo at the top and i thought it was a warning letter for my attendance. whahah but it was not! it was a letter to get the edusave merit bursary.

but the sad part is that i'm not eligible for the award =((( i have no idea how much it would be but it might be around 300? or maybe more? i have no idea man. and there goes my d70s fund =( . because family income gotta be lesser than $3000 and my family is more than that i suppose, said my mum. =
but at least that letter proves to my mum that i am studying well in my school. hahaha. gaming gaming and everything but i still achieved results for her to see.

pig, can u see this?! =p

LOOKING FOR SPONSERS! CSS TEAM SPONSERS AND D70S SPONSER! *HUGS*

brownie typed this at 5:00 PM

the death of two of my hermit crabbies. my cousin's smaller one and my very own vanessa. yes they suddenly passed away this morning due to some unforseen circumstances. they came outta their shells and just sat motionlessly.

saddening and i just gave them a simple decent burial =) . that's the most i can do for them. now i have alot of food and salt and accesories with me but i'm not gonna give up. i'm gonna keep some others soon.

and for those who think wasting like 50bucks for a small crabs is a waste of money, well, it's my godamn money for all you care? think about times where people go clubbing and just to go rub some cheap assses and waste a few hundred there just to get wasted and get a quick shag. it's that realistic. why do u think there're ladies nights for? to attract girls to get the free drinks and the despos to check out the babes there.

and guys are willing to spend to get a chick into bed. hahaha. yes yes. and spending 2k on a dslr when "i don't need it"? how do you even tell whether i need it or not? is it yours for fuck? now u became my money manager? manage your damn life before u even tell me what to do with mine.

"just get a simple digicam camera and it will still be the same. u use awhile later u dont use u sure sell it away one"

yeah would i? how well do u know my passion for photography? i always wanted to attend alot of outings and take some personal photos but i just don't even have a camera understand. i don't want a digicam because i know i can excel in this. =) even if i don't excel, i'm just content that i can take photos of things i love and share with the world.

clubbing is still a waste of money. =P i will be going liquid room this 15th of febuary to support ben who was my dj-ing coursemate. yeah i do spin spin but due to the high expenditure, i didn't chose to gave up, i just to move on with that skill and experience of a lifetime. i didn't spend 450bucks for nothing. i learned something alright.

i do know what to spend on. and sometimes i just love to buy some stupid stuff which others might think it's stupid but it's still mine. whatever your reason, i don't need your approval right? so stop treating me like i'm a kid. just by looking at the things around me, i actually really worked for it.

and losing a friend does matter to me. it was your decision. i didn't make it.

brownie typed this at 4:47 PM

Friday, February 03, 2006

have you have you? awww.

just because of one fucking dota game lose all the blame put on me? 5v1 with a bone just play and let him win also what? what's the fucking problem seriously. 1v5 you win got honour? you lose you "throw face" is it? then lose lor. cannot take it then please quit dota.

then now here goes the backstabbing again ^^ weee. sarcasm are always welcomed. guai lan in game? do i? i don't think that many have really seen my damn fucking guai lan attitude in game and in person and at compy. show some darn respect for the game man. it's just a game. wait till you know what games can do to someone. u won't wanna play it anymore. this comp, this game, this room... only a year ago =)

then you're gonna tell me...

"brian it's just a game la. there's more important things in life..."

pride and honour. =)

and fyi, i'm already damn guai lan in person and in game. only that see my moodswing. sometimes just a knife will perk me up. sometimes its just "okay you knifed me. good for u" feeling. it's only i'm darn lazy to even bother sometimes. sometimes it's just mentally. who knows. cs-ers have very bad attitude i must agree. it's only how you express yourself.

oh yeah. if you term me "emo", please realise that i don't even wish to argue. i would just stop talking and walk away, giving you the rights to boast about your "victory" about certain issues. i don't see a point in arguements. and if you see me in a bad mood *which u wouldn't know* and who provokes me and really have a sore problem with that guy. hahahaha good luck.

anyway since my blog is publicised. comments are always welcomed =)

lastly. i love my dearie pig.

brownie typed this at 1:39 AM

Thursday, February 02, 2006

in class and rotting. teacher said this lesson is a catch up sessions for those who have not done their work and me being the angel here has done all my work and have the rights to go home right now but i rather enjoy the aircon here =p

yawns and none of the guys in my group is in class lol. i think this is gotta be the first time man. js and ks go for medical checkup but the rest? chris msged me in the morning and asked me who's in class now? i just replied ... "i'm still in bed" lol

oh yeah had cartel for dinner last night and it really wasn't that nice after all. =\ awww on phone and play dota till like almost 3am. and was soooo freaking pissed off with the team that i almost wanted to throw me keyboard. z okok shall go help someone with their work now.

ROARS!

brownie typed this at 11:45 AM