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Sunday, June 25, 2006

supper!

supper with darl rachel, randy and crabby around 12+ i think. i actually took a cab down just because darl asked me to go down -.-! hahahaha the funny was that... i went up to her house outside and sat at the sofa which was outside.

so it was like she opened the door and i was wearing my cap and it was covering my face so when i like put my cap properly. she was stunned and her mother was there as well lol. simliar face =p haha. and i did say "hi auntie!" alright. so like imagine a guy waiting outside a girl's house outside at 12am lol.

so after that met up with randy and crabby and walked to the nearby 24hrs coffeeshops in the slight drizzle and kukus man, got shelter and we're walking in the rain =.=! so we sat down at this random coffeeshop and ordered drinks and some fried dumplings? hmmm was okok la but my cough getting bad =(

we had such great fun there man. talking about our palm and the lines. see our money line, love line, life line bla bla bla. was damn hell funny. chatted about those grossy stuffs here and there and then came the sex stuffs LOL. that was super hilarious la. hahaha. chatted till about 3+ man. haha. talked a lil' bit here and there about the cs scene of course. with darl's photos circulated around irc and stuffs. rumours and stuff bla bla. LOL

i love you too darl <3

brownie typed this at 9:13 AM
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Saturday, June 24, 2006

time to move on once again.

things gotta get so drastic man. what do you expect? feelings fade and you got someone special.

anyway it's just like another ryjm case. just a lil' different. and how ignorant i can be and so sensitive over this. brian, seriously learn to look things from a different pespective alright? okay okay.

we're the champions my friends.
and we'll keep on fighting to the end.
we are the champions.
we are the champions.
no time for losers cos we're the champions... of the worlddddddd....

gryphon coy, gryphon coy, gryphon coy!

oh well, just met alvin aka deathnote at parkway for the first time. he's quite good looking anyway. being a officer cadet and training to be a pilot. haha sign on TWELVE years in RSAF. gees that's a very long time man. chatted over a cup of banana mocha bout css community and his pilot jobs and some other stuffs. haha. was pretty good. then we both had to visit our grandmothers.

my grandmother is currently in hospital again. she has stomach cancer i think and lost so much weight and stuffs. hais =(. maybe after tomorrow's morning vle compy, shall rush there to visit her again. the thing is that i gotta go home change and prepare abit more stuff to pack into my bag before i head back to camp at 1830. hmmm xiangtian suddenly asked me to marshall the finals tommorrow. and since it's a good thing, why not man. i'm heading there with alvin around 9am. really made my day. haha get to meet up with a whole big group of my friends there.

and maybe i'm going out to meet darl rachel and randy later for supper. just take a cab there accompany them and talk cock bla bla. haha but i don't think i'm gonna eat. gotta lose more weight liao! whahahaha.

brownie typed this at 11:34 PM
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Friday, June 23, 2006

back from army!

it's just book out day. nothing really special and somehow, i didn't really look foward to coming back home anyway. no idea why. no motivation no nothing no shit. and seriously, time really FLY PASSES in camp.

oh nevermind i really can't mention much about army here in my blog except that during the rifle m16 presentation last monday, it was sucha memoriable day for me! great full eggyolk sunset! waiting for the sun to set and moon to rise with shining stars and a touching speech and the presentation of the rifles to us =).

anyway i'm just very fucking pissed at some of my section mates. for those that don't understand, it's techically a few of the ppls i sleep with every night in the same room. there's 13 of us in all. so there's this small boy who's just 17 yrs old with a N level certificate and DREAM of being a offical. technically, you'll need a A level cert or DIP or at least 5 O' level passes to get into OCS which is officer cadet course. and of course be physically fit and has the great leadership qualities.

okok side track too much liao. he's just a fucking kid that whines so fucking much. has two weeks excuse from exercises because he injured his backside, so wanna garang ( fierce ) and volunteer guard duty and unable to do today's foot drills. just a kid that whines that wanna make jokes and can't take some. wanna swear at me? hahahaha. wait till i lose my cool then i shall see.

and there's this short lil' indian guy who tatoo all over his fat breasty body. and it's black and tatoos aint even nice. sometimes wanna talk so much that no one bothers or just irritate us by attempting percussion by knocking on the table. and tried to use my speakers to play his tamil songs? like who the fuck would wanna hear his damn fucking charlie brown songs.


to that certain person, if you don't even know what you did wrong, then that's too bad. i won't wanna say and you won't wanna knowa as well. i seriously seriously hate it when casey is always so right about me nowadays. lies are lies. even if you don't know, you might never know. =)

"we'll always be good friends and i'll always be behind you"

friends forever?

fuck off.


omgosh i'm starting to type like ryjm.



on a happier note, platoon mates of mine say that my pictures are good =) and one of my sergents borrowed one of my photography mega-guidebook from me and some of my platoon mates are always interested in photography. i've my photos pasted in my locker.

brownie typed this at 11:58 PM
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Saturday, June 03, 2006

5 hours 12mins

yes yes! it's coming! omgosh i sound like a tard -.-

oh well. shall miss some ppls here and there and of course the one i would miss the most will be brownie =((. he will be alone with snowie and yellowie. hais.

finished stuffing alot of stuffs into my bag bla bla. brought some excessive stuffs anyway haha. shall blog about what happened today. uber funny.


went for breakfast with darling cow and she was on time which was VERY VERY VERY RARE. and we had kfc bla bla and chatted about her jack russel that would be arriving at her place on sunday. haha. and i was thinking of a very cute name that i couldn't get outta my head....


JACKASS.


=x hahahah. then we went walking around compass point and went to this shop? hmmm what shop was that? mini toons? or metro? not sure but there was this toy section with this eeyor and must press the hand then will make sounds one. seen one of this right? so the intelligent one went to press and after that was reading something then suddenly the toy...

*flip flop flip flop flip flop* *peeka boooo...*

hahahahahahahahahaha and the freaking look on her face was priceless i tell ya! the eeyor was using the ears to cover the eyes and like peeka boo like that. super super hilarious i tell you. and after that saw some very funny toys. hahahah cannot stand it man. and sent her home and she didn't lemme go in see her room *which was VERY VERY MESSY* bla bla. then camped outside her house the sofa sit and i take her bag away =x.

SHE PINCHED ME AND STUFF! BULLY..!!! ARE YOU READING THIS?! SHE BULLIED ME OKAY.

then met jeraine tan liwen the pig for her violin lessons bla bla and sent her home and saw some very sweet msges from markay =(. awww man. anyway went to meet shua to have some stuff exchanged and it's working liao. quite fun. haha. okok la it's already 3am and i better spend some more time with brownie.

see ya ppls. will be back in around 2weeks.

I LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!! <3

brownie typed this at 2:54 AM
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Friday, June 02, 2006

ETA 20hours

yes it's coming, it's coming! arh it's coming!!! arhhHHHH... =x

this week has been so great. meeting most of my closer friends and busy getting presents and passing them bla bla. shall be meeting darling rach.cow later on who just bought a jack russel, imagine insect queen wanna get a dog? LOL she can wake up at 4am just because of a cockroach and not being afraid and flipping her whole room to find it. hahaha.

and shall be meeting my pig later on for violin too. er then maybe meeting my friend to exchange some stuff also =\. stupid thing. hais. okay okay i'd better go watch some tv then start to put my stuff in already.

shall not be online for 2 weeks so don't worry. it's the first time i won't be online for 2 weeks. hahaha. <3

brownie typed this at 12:10 PM
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Thursday, June 01, 2006

sex is needed?

shall we shun the word, sex?

i've been hearing alot of crap about guys boasting about how huge their dicks are. seriously if you think you've a big dick. go fuck the wall alright?

and girls sleeping with guys for money? how are you gonna define that? sluttish? i've seen my fair share of girls. from girls being raped, sleeping with 30 over guys, getting infected with STDs, changing bf every few days. does it really matter to some of us?

"i let them fuck because i need to please them"

is money an excuse? being horny doesn't mean you are a bitch. oh just define a bitch will ya?

www.dictionary.com

the last time i checked, it's a female dog. and having sex with guys to please them? how about guys pleasing the girls? or are girls really used as sperm toilets. i can't judge what's right or wrong in here. being religious whatsoever. will it really stop you?

and theres this pregnant 13 yr old girl in the US are going on national television to find out who's the father of her child because she fucked two guys and they wil be giving a free DNA test. and it was between this white and black guy. whatever alright. point is she went on national television for this shit.

how many singaporeans even dare to do that? look at the system. we're so darn protected right in our lil' island. what more do you expect? free from natrual disasters and a rather good government. or if you wish to disagree, i would agree with you with you there.

how about sex shops? a sex toy? some girls just need it. well, is it that considered desperate? singapore "lians"? hahaha. if you call them cheap and bitches, how about calling the whole population of NYC? it's reported that 95% of the girls there have sex before the age of 12. there's no denying that they mature alot faster than our girls. but it's still a good fact.

i've been hearing things like...

"do you think i should go fuck jon just to have his attention?"

"what bout getting my bf this sex toy? i'm so broke. how?"

"i had sex with bf because i thought he would stay with me FOREVER"

okay i think i shall go do my own stuff and go have breakfast at macdonalds at 4am =)

brownie typed this at 2:46 AM
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