Tuesday, December 05, 2006

it's been really havoc in camp and outside. though having a long break of 6 days really helped me rearranged and relax a lil', performing and shooting well at events still mean alot to me. given such great lens for me to play around with, yet i wasn't able to produce anything that very good or up to my expectation.

i've no idea what exactly i'm looking for... shooting fireworks which was crappy on friday night but having alot of fun on the same night shooting x'mas lightings at orchard. hahahaha. waking up at 130pm on sat and heading down to jaben to meet mike and nick for the usual. testing headphones at that time really made me wanna give up my photography for the time being due to time constrain.

sunday was just pure fun! making alot of good car shots but not the race queen shootings. there's alot of things i missed out but i believed i would improved further from time to time. it's alot better than those that were there. including seeing two accidents right in front of me. hahahaha. it was really exciting bla bla.

something wrong with me? maybe my life is in a mess right now. overspending on a 2ndhand mp3 player, a radio, food, dry cabi and cds? all which i shouldn't buy this month. didn't have enough money to get some other stuff as well. oh well. planning worked out pretty good. pay day coming and would be able to get my book from nick soon =D.

ordered a bayerdynamic polo tee as well! and i'm selling my crumpler puppet for another bag. hmmm. i've not much time to process my photos as well as i'm changing my primary player to itunes and ripping off alot of my cds to 320kbps for better sound quality. haha.

i'm feeling lost again. my room was in a big mess but just slightly packed it a few minutes ago. hmmm went with hidayah to have dinner at bugis and a drink at starbucks and walked to cityhall haha. it's never boring with ya babe =) and thanks for the over-concern. it's not that i don't wish to tell you what's wrong but i really don't know whats wrong as well.

it's always hard deciding and i actually had a long bus ride home sleeping on bus no.65 from habour front lol. my family relations aint that good either but i'm trying to support myself as much as i can. there's always alot of things on my mind but i can't figure out how to portray this picture in my head out.

and tml is my last day of my leave... for this week! hahahaha next week another 4 days. yeahhh shall plan it soon. editing alot of my race queen shoot bla bla.

and xmas is coming! birthday is coming! cny is coming too!

dreaming of my 70-200 IS ipod video AKG701 and amp. =P

brownie typed this at 2:26 AM