Sunday, July 16, 2006

it has been more than a week now and nothing much has changed. my sore eyes that is, everything else is changing so fast that i can't even imagine it's coming true. i was admitted to the sick-bay on wednesday & friday. and the thing was that on saturday morning, the medical officer (MO) wasn't in a very good mood but he came to my bed and said...

"why are you smiling at me?"

"i'm not in a very good mood right now so stop smiling"

"there's really something wrong with you, you know?"

all because i'm in the sick bay and feeling so cheerful that time. yea i know i'm crazy but such treatment from a MO, is just so unjustified and unreasonable. he even asked the guy beside me who was having sore eyes as well to do jumping jacks because he read the medical chart which was left on the table.

A PATIENT IN SICKBAY DOING JUMPING JACKS!

then i'm back here at home while my company is having their field camp. damn hell it man. i wanna go field camp! i don't even wanna join another company for their field camp at all. hais nevermind i think my sore eyes is getting a lil' better at this point of time.

hmmm... somehow i get the feeling that i'm not that great as a bf or partner or whatever you call it. it's just that feeling. i can't explain it. and after having a short chat with ryjm, did realise some stuffs are always true. hahaha i wasn't wrong after all about a certain something. was it my fault or her's? i'd have to say...

it was mine.

sadly but true, it's better that we actually stay away from each other. for some reason that she wouldn't wanna tell me bla bla. as both of us are from the gaming community. tongues wag here and there sometimes. it's just so unevitable. but we're still friends somehow i hope =).

and some breakups and some getting tied down. hahaha. reminds me of hidayah being engaged lol. i don't understand how come girls always get this perception that i'm always flirting around with some others when i'm not. something that most ppls might not know about me...

i'll forever keep promises that i've made.

okayokay. i think i better go get some rest for my eyes before i start reformating my comp later on. oh yeah lili came over this morning to lend me her external hdd so that i could backup all my songs and photos =).

brownie typed this at 4:56 PM