Friday, April 21, 2006

yes this is it. the end of it.

with reference to ryjm's blog, i realised lies is just your everyday life. i believe so anyway. that's what i wanna think. or rather the impression that you give me. your tigers are safe with me anyway. this has nothing to do with my msn display picture *emos*

i just read kelly's blog and she just came outta the hospital, and the bf is rumoured to be dating some other girls? LOL?! fucking bastard ain't it. just recently saw this CD cover of a person with two heads like combined and PS to have those kinda blurry effects. point is... are you so fucking sure that you won't cheat on anyone in your life?

how would you actually know that you didn't do it incidentally? and try to cover it up with all the things you do. some just withhold the facts and bullshit man. if i were to say that i never cheated or lied in my life, i would be lying again. but i'm not lying. i do admit that cheating is a part and parcel of life but i refrain myself from doing it. i don't see a point keeping secrets unless it's about others and will affect their general lives. if not, no. i don't keep much secrets.

am i classified under the "bao tou kia"? answer i shall say for myself, i don't think so i think. =) i'm being very nice and friendly here. i don't give a fuck whether you say i'm emo or whatever shit. sometimes you just can't understand one single term called "PRIVACY" fucktardz. i did realise that alot of ppls trust me with their deepest secrets and love talking to me about their only problem and i'm the only one that knows, so to speak.

oh yeah. luvina said her english was a1. and her msn nick was like ...

"guys with dimples give me sex appeal."

and i corrected her and said...

"guys with dimples are sexually appealing."

and she just shoot me back and said her english is top in class. like why the fuck i care whether your english is top? who seriously gives a fucking shit.

photography comes first, biking second and gaming is third.

i just realised i'm very crazy over biking nowadays and asked yanlong what bike to get as well. maybe the same as him also. single speed bikes for road. not sure whther its suitable but just get more infos and everything first. and i'll be going clubbing at liquid room with jevan. yes its jevan =.=! and ben is spinning there again. so hopefully can go there chill out abit. quite stressful nowadays.

css today? 16-1 to us, against vE. nuff' said about that. doesn't matter to me. being respected and known as a good css player but my 1.6 totally cmi in my own world. i have expectations of myself in everyway. i know whats my limit and i do push my own limits now and then. but...

hmmmmmm....

you you you. what can i say? i'm being ignored due to you being busy i suppose? or is there another reason behind it? sorry i really can't read in between the lines one. and i'll be enlisting soon so take care.

brownie typed this at 3:59 AM