Sunday, February 05, 2006

the death of two of my hermit crabbies. my cousin's smaller one and my very own vanessa. yes they suddenly passed away this morning due to some unforseen circumstances. they came outta their shells and just sat motionlessly.

saddening and i just gave them a simple decent burial =) . that's the most i can do for them. now i have alot of food and salt and accesories with me but i'm not gonna give up. i'm gonna keep some others soon.

and for those who think wasting like 50bucks for a small crabs is a waste of money, well, it's my godamn money for all you care? think about times where people go clubbing and just to go rub some cheap assses and waste a few hundred there just to get wasted and get a quick shag. it's that realistic. why do u think there're ladies nights for? to attract girls to get the free drinks and the despos to check out the babes there.

and guys are willing to spend to get a chick into bed. hahaha. yes yes. and spending 2k on a dslr when "i don't need it"? how do you even tell whether i need it or not? is it yours for fuck? now u became my money manager? manage your damn life before u even tell me what to do with mine.

"just get a simple digicam camera and it will still be the same. u use awhile later u dont use u sure sell it away one"

yeah would i? how well do u know my passion for photography? i always wanted to attend alot of outings and take some personal photos but i just don't even have a camera understand. i don't want a digicam because i know i can excel in this. =) even if i don't excel, i'm just content that i can take photos of things i love and share with the world.

clubbing is still a waste of money. =P i will be going liquid room this 15th of febuary to support ben who was my dj-ing coursemate. yeah i do spin spin but due to the high expenditure, i didn't chose to gave up, i just to move on with that skill and experience of a lifetime. i didn't spend 450bucks for nothing. i learned something alright.

i do know what to spend on. and sometimes i just love to buy some stupid stuff which others might think it's stupid but it's still mine. whatever your reason, i don't need your approval right? so stop treating me like i'm a kid. just by looking at the things around me, i actually really worked for it.

and losing a friend does matter to me. it was your decision. i didn't make it.

brownie typed this at 4:47 PM